#riverwings

[riverwings]

underneath my eyes

Ripe    skin curves outside my nail juicy peeling watching teeth that feels good in control

         hurts/shed myself hurts/shed skin feels good 

[riverwings]

me haces llora cuando no me dejas expressar me lo se que tengo oidios y brusies te mando con mi mente my words slap pero thats not who i am i am not rude mean or wack i am just a person que sabe muchsas cosas y querio estar serca a ti pero se que nunca va pasar y tmabien si voy hacer honesta you hurt me honestly ive paid you a lot of money in the past and idk i never got a reading from you and you deleted the whole thing and kepy my money and idk i just was os sad that you didnt send the moeny back or like refund or idk i wish i would have stayed in it and im gonna let it go but idk i wish it went better and im sad we can stay friends anymore but you did hurt me you did and it was painful

[riverwings]

madness is something someone would call you insanity ringing loudly rising myself up and above in my own skies and fists tragically and tenaciously is what they would call me i am not a sinner i am tired of that word all i ask is to be taken seriously by people who love me for me is that so hard to ask the world dreaming and wondering left me dead and alive at my fists and skies too bad she's human, the anthropologist said too bad she's a woman, the feminist said too bad she's colombian, the sociologist said too bad she's everything, me at thirteen said and i stared off into myself darkly and curious at windows that were my eyes and mouth wondering what it meant to be all of those things and ask for something more

[riverwings]

im a not a transphobe im supposed to be an ally my eyes flicker to my lover's tears stream down their face the weight of my chest tightens, turning into my complicity running down with them my silence is a transphobe

[riverwings]

light: fuck yeah i got a ticket today!! the judicial system comes at me once again! its okay because it helped me get my shit together which was really important i was swerving and she thought i was drunk imagine me- a drunk! i wish instead i was addicted to drugs no i was actually swerving because i was facetiming my friend showing the beautiful sonoma county mountains the last thing she said was

oh my god! is that the super bloom? and then the siren's went off and frantically told her hang up! i just got pulled over and she did

she never called me back

dark:

light: fuck. i got a ticket today. the judicial system fucked me again. slapped me in the face to get my shit together which was the last thing I needed "Swerving" and she thought I was "drunk" Me- a drunk, if it was that easy instead of being addicted to drugs i was facetiming my friend showing the sonoma county mountains the last she said was

oh my god! is that the super bloom? siren's went off frantically told her hang up i just got pulled over

she never fucking called me back

[riverwings]

como te llamas

hola, yo hablo espanol, pero unas veces hablo ingles but no worries it's easy to switch languages,

i cant remember when it was the last time i

felt this good, feeling my voice, hearing myself, talk, speak, hey i finally did it right, ocean vuong writes like hes talking to himself, i like that said the joker from the dark knight, i should say i feel that, i like hearing myself talk too, is this what the internet is suppose to feel like, staring back into you, your own abyss but its, not really an abyss to be frighten from, just an endless amount of possibilties, guys guess what im a writer!

[i-eat-warrior-cats]

When The Lights Go Out-Chapter Two

Murmured yowls of dismay were let out from across the stone hollow.Brookstar called for silence. "Last night GreyStar has announced an invasion to our camp. He states that each one of our kits will be slaughtered unless we surrender our territory." Pinkfoot's kits cried and ran to their mother and squealed in fright. Riverwing pressed against her mate Mudwhisker's pelt. Suddenly a huge tabby tom appeared out of nowhere and clawed a deep gash through Brookstar's neck. It was Greystar! pinkfoot's kits went ballistic and zoomed in all directions. More Darkclan warriors started appearing in the clearing and began attacking from all directions. Riverwing Twisted around to see a Darkclan she cat leap into the air and pin her to the ground with a crash. riverwing felt the she cat's claws rake her soft belly and with another shriek of pain Riverwing gained a deep gash on the right side of her face. But riverwing kicked out harder than she ever had, and she cat hit the ground with a dizzying thud. River sprinted towards pinkfoot's eldest kit, goldkit, and scooped her up in her mouth and River ran faster out of camp than she ever had before. Brambles clawed at her fur and thorns tugged at her pelt, but she didn't stop running. Tears flooded her eyes, and she heard a call behind her, but She didn't stop.

Rivers legs were growing weak, and the grass had begun to turn to mud. River slowed to a stop and her jaw fell agape. she was in a clearing that she had never been to before. A shimmering pool separated the trees from the rest of the forest. it had begun to lightly rain.it was evening now, and river had grown tired carrying Goldkit. she lapped up some clear water and nuzzled into some ferns with goldkit, and sleep washed over both. The rain had begun to pour by the time River was awoken. A familiar face peered over at her, and she stared aghast. "Mudwhisker?! How on earth did you get here?" Mudwhisker smiled and said "I saw you leave, and I ran after you. Eventually you ran so far ahead I lost you and I spent hours searching." They brushed pelts purring and snuugling.then she felt mudwhisker go unusually stiff. "mudwhisker? are you okay?" mudwisker turned with a painfully burning look on his face fell sideways into a pool.

of blood.