#rkjyoo

[rkbxlla]

「 da talk… 」

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In no point in her life would she imagine having this conversation with anyone, let alone one of her closer friends. To be fair, Jeongyeon is someone she looks up to and often she sought out for advice. In fact, she distinctly remembered talking to her about sexuality and relationships, especially when considering going forward with Yoohyeon a while back. But this is something altogether. 

“You know this is why the internet exist right?” Given there are plenty of reasons why the internet exist and this topic might not be of high priority, however, it is used for this purpose or along the line for sure. “I mean we can use a vpn to unblock pornhub or something, Jeong-chan?”

[xrksyn]

╌ღ saving grace 、

staying abroad with her beloved grandparents, on her mother’s side of the family, gave a lot of room for improvement. she had no worries in the world there; no one knew about her previous choices, insecurities, failures. no one knew about her, and no one knew about amarante-- she finally dared to be herself and she realised, eventually, that people do like her, for who she is. 

that only lasted for so long though, as all that hard work on self-love went down the drain once soyeon bumped into a handful of girls from high school while out grocery shopping. if she had only seen them first then perhaps she would have managed to avoid the situation, but soyeon wasn’t so lucky-- she was spotted first. “you dare returning back here, huh?” they laugh at her.

“did the americans not want you either? understandable, you’re just too ugly.” soyeon doesn’t know what to say and even if she did, she can‘t find the power or energy to utter a single word in defence. what can she say, anyway? to make them stop? the grip on her grocery basket is tight; she try, with all her might, to prevent the tears from building up in the corner of her eyes. 

against her chest she can feel her heart pumping hard, she just want to leave and that is what she tries to do, only to be dragged back in place by a firm grip on her shoulder. “where do you think that you’re going? don’t you know it’s rude to leave in the middle of a conversation?” it’s never going to stop. if only possible, soyeon wish for the floor beneath to swallow her whole. 

╌ starter for @rkjyoo 、

[rkbxlla]

「 chop chop 」

starter for @rkjyoo

So it has come down to this. With the summer heat and working over time, that’s the excuse Bella would tell everyone once this deed is done. In reality, there is a deeper meaning to her chopping off her hair. No, its not about a break, although she has recently experience one, everything had been amicable and utterly mutual. 

This is about finally seeing her younger siblings again. Subject to countless discussions and heated debates, Yoonseok and Bella finally decided it would best to bring their sisters to Seoul and come live with Yoonseok. It’s been five years since she’s last seen them and Bella wanted them to see that she’s changed, for the better this time. She would be a better person to be around with. 

Waiting for Jeongyeon to come back with scissors, Bella scrolls through her phone for a picture they can model her new style too. This would have probably been better than at a salon, but its been a while since she’s done something DYI. So why not tag one of her favourite friends to it.