#rl posts

[newest-hyperfixation]

me: how do i tell these people that they mean a lot to me and that i would actually die for them?

me: wait i got it

*sends out of context pictures of turtle skeletons*

me: perfect

[pocketpossy]

It’s not easy to feel okay, but views like this certainly help for a little while. ❤️

[dobbuscay]

my roommate: how are you still alive

me: through misfortune and ill intent

[dobbuscay]

no but i have always kept my job way beyond the time i should’ve, i always was exploited and taken advantage of, i’ve only quit a job twice, other than that it wa slike, the place closed down

i’ve never been fired and this is how i am and i’m getting fired from this trainwreck because a. i know the business and b. i wasn’t afraid to tell the manager that i knew the businessa nd c. he fucking doesn’t

[dobbuscay]

the person i used to be would be able to  take this as a way to drive harder, to work harder, to rise above it and like

the person i am now wants to the person i am now is really good at spite but the person i am now is also like, somewhat drowning

[dobbuscay]

roommates friend or w/e got home and I was sitting alone in the dark in the living room and then left within five mins saying I fell asleep haha

[dobbuscay]

my coworkers hang out a lot outside of work and i'm just like.... lol...... why can't I ever fucking function as a being that gets invited out or who's company is enjoyed or fucking anything I hate this so fucking much I hate how much of my isolation is like survival mode and no other fucking choice

[dobbuscay]

it would be cool if people would stop hounding me abt why i dont want to date or hook up w/ ppl......