#rms despair

[jamesfalt]

what do you mean this isn't how the final trial went in rms

[jamesfalt]

"Did you see what Natsuhiko did at lunch today?"

first commission i get and i got to draw three lovely ladies goin shopping and gossiping

kandace i'll send u the full res of the picture on skype uwu

[shslpsychologist-blog1]

RMS Despair right now

[rinaihara-blog]

"There hasn't been a motive at all this week. I wonder why. Has Monokuma stopped caring? Is he just going to leave us to rot on this ship? ...Is that our motive, to have no more motives at all?"

[drwavelength]

Ｒａｚｚｌｅ  ｄａｚｚｌｅ  ＇ｅｍ

au where they voted wrong on purpose???? idk

hanako's death has ruined me and i will not stop with despair

also rin is really fun to draw jamie i'm gonna draw him a lot i hope u don't mind

[drwavelength]

10/1/2014 - 11:25pm Diary,

Odd, I boarded the ship today and at once I felt like I passed out. When I woke up, all the other students and I were told we had to kill each other to get off the boat? It was rather odd. There are also quite a few pages torn out of my diary. It's weird. I talked with two of the other students as well, a girl named Hanako and a boy named...Rin. That's right. Rin and I didn't talk much, but Hanako and I explored the ship a bit. She told me about how her father left her family for someone else. But she also said that all men are the same; being unreliable and disgusting. Because of that I might not come out to her. We probably won't even get close and I won't have a reason to tell her. I hope that's how it ends up. But the monostore is still questionable, I think I'll spend some time there this next week trying to figure it out.

16/1/2014 - 8:01pm Diary, I haven't learned much about this monostore the past week, but I'm still investigating it. No one else seems interested in it. All the rooms on every deck besides the first one are locked, with the exception of the second deck's auditorium and the third's monostore. I wonder if there's a way to unlock them? There has to be, they won't just keep us on this boat with only one deck open.

21/1/2014 - 11:23pm Diary, Motive was released today. It was rather vague, however. I honestly don't think anyone would kill just because "someone else will do it first," it wouldn't make sense. There really isn't much to do on this ship. I could go swimming but I'm a bit afraid to. Oh well, I'll stick to staying in my room or walking around the ship. The kids here are a rather unique bunch. I talk to them if I pass them in the hall or they walk into a room I'm in.

25/1/2014 - 12:56am Diary, Anna Hoffman killed Raji Kocchar today, well, rather last night. We found Raji's body today however. Turns out Anna didn't take insults very well and snapped. Before we voted her guilty, she cried, and even voted for herself. We didn't know that she would also end up dying in pay. The girl's life ended in flames. On another note, I woke up today and I wasn't feeling too well. It even took me a while just to get out of bed. Maybe I'm coming down with something. I was able to do things today so it must not be that bad.

26/1/2014 - 3:56am Diary, I lied. It really was bad. I couldn't get out of bed at all today. I got a lot of sleep though, so that's a good sign that it will dial down? A new deck was unlocked while I was asleep, so I went out to explore it once I had enough energy to get up. I bumped into Hanako at the elevators though, I'm glad she didn't question my squeaky voice at first. It was really embarrassing. We walked around the new deck for a while until we both decided to go back to our state rooms and try to sleep again. It's been an hour since then and I can't sleep at all anymore. I never get this sick, I blame being on foreign waters.

28/1/2014 - 9:47pm Diary, Another motive was released today. This bear is really keen on getting us to kill each other. This time he gave us envelopes with our "deepest, darkest" secrets. I won't lie, I did consider it for a moment, but it wasn't worth it. Killing so my sex wasn't found out isn't at all worth it. Although...I feel like some people will consider this heavily. We'll just have to wait and see.

30/1/2014 - 8:59pm Diary, I've spent the last few days trying to talk to more people. I spoke with Carter and Honami. Carter was complaining about the lack of laser tag on a luxury cruise ship. I'm still finding it hard to believe he thought it was even a possiblity laser tag would be on here. Honami and I are roommates, I find it hard to believe I rarely even talk to her. We had a bit of small talk but that was it.

2/2/2014 - 11:12pm Diary, Megan Lane killed Nadia Covais today. She told her secret before being sent off to her death, but I chose not to listen, it was pointless to tell something you wanted to keep secret so badly you killed. Though curious, I won't ask anyone who did listen. I spoke with Hanako after the trial, she was really upset, she was really close to both the victim and culprit, and she had her secret forced out of her. She did my makeup, well, half of my makeup. Then kissed me. I'm still conflicted on how I felt about that. But I told her I could give us a chance. So I guess we're dating now? My previous relationships didn't start like that at all, I know that for sure.

4/2/2014 - 7:53pm Diary, Yet another motive. Monobear opted with showing us pictures of our family. I have a good feeling they were real, and I'm kind of upset, but I didn't really care much for my parents. Though they were fine with me being trans, they chose to call me a "she-he" or an "it." I've already talked about that before though I'm not going back into detail.

7/2/2014 - 12:45am Diary, And with that motive, another murder occured. This time, Antonio Russo killed Elyse Brooks. I didn't pay much attention during the trial, murder cases were never really my thing, so I apologize that I can't go into detail about it. I guess I'll just go another night with just a little sleep.

17/2/2014 - 6:36pm Diary, Another week, another motive. It's gotten tiring to be honest. Immunity to someone on the ship if you kill...My eyes are set on Carter and Tommy, or maybe that trio whose names I can never remember. I really hope Hanako doesn't consider this though. She should know I'd hate her if she did that. It would be foolish.

20/2/2014 - 8:50pm Diary, I talked with one of the kids from the trio today. She had made a lot of brownies and was sharing them with everyone else. We bonded over the fact that we were freaks at one point in our lives. I wonder what she thought about me being a freak once though, I don't think anyone would see a lawyer as a freak.

21/2/2014 - 11:47pm Diary, Carter Rodriguez was found guilty of the murders of Alexander Conlon and Anna Vangen. Immunity was granted to Thomas Bishop. That makes...9. 9 deaths. It's starting to get empty on the ship, especially with the new decks opening up. Tommy was highly upset during voting and the execution. He's probably in his room crying. I feel bad for him, he seemed to really like Carter. The trio was also reduced to one member, I don't remember her name either, but I feel bad for her too. I don't like the fact that I'm actually feeling bad for people I barely know however...Is something wrong with me? I can't even ask Carter now.

26/2/2014 - 12:37am Diary, A month we've been here. In that month 9 people have died. Others have started complaining about how quiet it is. For some reason the last deck hasn't been unlocked. Maybe it will be later. I hope we can get off the ship soon.

27/2/2014 - 9:43pm Diary, I get butterflies in my stomach when I talk to Hanako. I feel myself smiling more around her. We talked today and it took all my self control to keep from smiling the whole time. It's cute how she got excited over the spa on the new deck. She offered to give me a facial some time. Maybe I'll work up energy to go down there and let her give me one. Motive was also released today, it helped ease my butterflies. Monobear said whoever graduates will have a wish of their's granted. If this were the first motive, I would've pushed it to the side and thought no one would kill. Now I'm positive someone will.

28/2/2014 - 5:27pm Diary, Monobear killed off Suki Kelly today. Apparently she had tried killing Tommy, and since he has immunity, she was breaking one of the rules. If breaking a rule ends in that, I know for a fact that I'll never do that. I think that makes another empty stateroom. 10 deaths. I want to leave.

7/3/2014 - 4:10am (The page and a few pages after it have dried water stains, and the words are shaky and somewhat hard to read.) Diary, Why am I still crying? You'd think there would be nothing to come out by now. Why am I so upset? Hanako killed him, she deserved what she got. But at the same time I wish we voted wrong. I wish Tommy never told the truth and let us vote him guilty. I've been crying for hours on end. This isn't like me at all. I want to stop. Why am I hurting so badly? 12 deaths. It's empty and lonely. I want Hanako here. I want her alive, breathing. My heart aches and I want it to stop. She never did get to give me that facial. I never did find out how I felt about her. Please come back. I'll keep the promise just. Come back.

8/3/2014 - 11:48pm Diary, I left my room about halfway into the day today. I thought I was better and back to my old self, but I spoke to Tommy and I found speaking of her death too hard. My heart aches again. A part of me I didn't know still existed showed and...I don't like it. I told him that I wasn't interested in bringing the person behind Monobear down. Had she still been alive, I would've been all for it. Shit I'm starting to cry again. I'm sorry. I can't continue writing.

11/3/2014 - 8:45pm Diary, Do you ever just stare at the ceiling, thinking about how your life is turning out? I caught myself doing that today. I also thought about the future and how great it will be. That is if we get off the ship. I promised Hanako I would get off the ship though, so I will find a way. I want to leave and get a sex change, get my name and legal sex change. I like where my future is heading actually. There may be a hole in my heart but over time it will heal.

[rinaihara-blog]

RMS Despair starter I guess

It had been three days since the trial and Rin still hadn't spoken to anyone. He had barely even used his voice at all. Most of the time he'd been shut up in his room. He ate once in a while but everything was tasteless and he was barely ever hungry anyway.

All he did was lay in his room, and practice his archery, absorbing himself in the sport. That was pretty much it. It wasn't like he had anything better to do.

Now that the trial was over, everyone on the ship that he actually cared about was dead. All he had left to do was to wait to be killed. Once in a while the thought crept in that he should just throw himself off the ship and be done with it. Other times he thought that maybe he should kill someone. He was smart enough, he was sure he could get away with it. If only Tommy didn't have that damn immunity, he probably would have done it by now.

So all he had left to do was wait for some sort of end.

[drwavelength]

Finally leaving her room, Crystal took a deep breath as she closed the stateroom's door behind her. She didn't know it was possible, but she had cried all day yesterday. Up until now , she spent the day laying in bed not really doing anything. She didn't like it. She cried in front of everyone at the trial...she's made it to where her emotions are only shown in private. Part of her wishes that they voted Tommy instead, but another part is glad that they voted the right person.

The lawyer slowly walked down to the extra lounge on the D deck, a book in her hand. Once there, she walked to the furthest corner of the room and sat against the wall.