"I wonder what level of crazy I’ve reached and how much further I could go, how many more steps until I become a woman who boards up the windows to live uninterrupted in the filth of her past."
My Dark Vanessa, Kate Elizabeth Russell

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"I wonder what level of crazy I’ve reached and how much further I could go, how many more steps until I become a woman who boards up the windows to live uninterrupted in the filth of her past."
My Dark Vanessa, Kate Elizabeth Russell
And what can I do? What can I do with happiness? What can I do with this strange and piercing peace, which is already starting to hurt me like an anguish, like a great silence of spaces? To whom can I give my happiness, which is already starting to scratch me a bit and scares me. No, I don’t want to be happy. I prefer mediocrity.
An Apprenticeship or The Book of Pleasures by Clarice Lispector
The more souls I invite into my world, the deeper the scars they carve, birthing heartbreaks, fleeting joys, haunting memories, and the searing pain that molds me into resilience.
she's a 10 but she uses poetry and songs to communicate her thoughts