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Something simple

All you had to do was tell me to come home. I would have been there. But you choose to throw away four happy years to escape your lonely. You tell me you did it to feel whole. The only thing it did was make me empty. I begged and pleaded with you. But you can't face that shame. At least that's the story you tell me. Honestly I find it hard to believe. Part of me thinks you like what you did. You Like that you now have an "upgrade " . I am the definition of good luck chuck, so I know where this ends. It's a shame, my life in pieces because you simply couldn't say "Come Home"

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Private Eye

I had to search, I had to see why she didn’t want a second chance with me, why she wanted to move on after 4 years, it only took her a couple weeks. But in reality she had been done months ago, I  was never told. I needed to see who she was falling for. I found them. Was I happy? no. but kinda impressed I was able to. It was hard to see them, but It was harder to hear her tell me the next day that she missed me terrible and she felt empty without me. Were these lies? Am I being played? Or is she lost? I mean why tell me this when she was just with him. Why does she fill her empty with someone else while I sit here just thinking about her. All she had to do was say “come home, I need you” .  Its easy for her. Easy for her to fall for anyone that takes her mind off me. Love IS Not Fair.