#rodeoqveen

[bxdassbanshee]

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“Don’t let anyone ever make you feel like you don’t deserve what you want.”

[biiggerbear]

@rodeoqveen​ asked  ❝ you have reason to hope ❞ - to beth  [ yellowstone meme ; accepting ]

       “   hope doesn’t fill my closet or protect my father’s land,   “  she set the glass between her fingers down with a nod towards the bartender for another. the former contents burned a familiar path down to an empty stomach which was more or less familiar too. there’d been a shrimp salad she had at her desk but she couldn’t recall which day that had been but it was probably her last solid meal. there was no business in hope except selling it to fools && that had never been her calling.   planning. seizing. ruining.   those were the things that had driven her out through the front door of the lodge && into college. daddy always thought there was no one else in their family quite like her but beth never shared the secret thought that their ancestors did the same things she did but perhaps with a little less honesty about the joy they found in them. sometimes she envied that mask of genteel savagery but her unshielded thirst sat on her face as plain as the scars she bore for having the same last name. and the girl seated next to her at the bar wore a sweeter face than she’d seen in awhile && it made her mouth twist with a bitter smile. something like that’d never been worn on her face, not when it felt she’d born with a half rotted heart in her chest.   “   so I’ll leave those warm, fuzzy thoughts to someone else if you don’t mind.   “

[sacredslaycdd]

@rodeoqveen​ sent: “  you do realize you don’t have to do this alone right?  ”

                          Brows furrow as she stares at the blondes because it’s a lovely sentiment, truly, she appreciates it, but she’s not sure how practical this is. How exactly she can help. She’s used to doing things on her own and this is no different, to think she can have help, is a bizarre feeling. “ Uh- “ tries to come up with a response, figures she’ll hear her out. “ Okay, how can you help? “

[biiggerbear]

@rodeoqveen​ asked  ❝ for every winner there’s a loser ❞ - to ryan  [ yellowstone meme ; accepting ]

      “   you say that like it’s a bad thing.   “   his first two fingers tapped against the back of his cards. he knew his own style when it came to poker, quick to turn up the heat with the bet so the small potatoes flew out of the pan. the odds were barely fifty-fifty on a good night in the bunkhouse but he never lost too badly that he couldn’t hold up a hungover head from the side his mattress. jimmy was always the easiest to bluff while colby was the one who usually followed just far enough to fill the pot for him. tonight Ryan had barely dried his hair from the piss warm shower before getting drawn into the post bar rounds on saturday night. his head felt clear enough for now as he stared over the faded edges of lloyd’s ‘lucky deck’. it was his tongue that took the bait to harper’s taunt && her perfectly sculpted brow before he downed the shot at his elbow with a wink && only one card slid towards the dealer. he tapped again, impatient bluff or calculated feint? well that was for her to find out as the room quieted with the sense of a stand off.  “   as it turns out i might be pretty good at dumb things && bad things.   “

[bxdassbanshee]

[ 🏆 ] is your muse afraid of failure? what do they do when they fail?

[ 💭 ] does your muse have imaginary friends? did they have any as a child?

[ 🩹 ] what does your muse do to de-stress?

🏆

Lydia is terrified of failure. Whether that be academically, personally, romantically or any other type of failure. She strives to be the best and one of the worst insults you can give her is that you are disappointed in her. When she fails - she uses it as fuel to ensure that history never repeats.

💭

Lydia sometimes counts the voices she hears because of her banshee powers her imaginary friends but they are not things that she can control. When she was young she didn't have imaginary friends but she was very attached to characters in stories - such as The Little Mermaid, Alice and Wendy Darling.

🩹

Lydia can handle a high level of stress before breaking. If anything - she prefers to deal with a high level of stress as it motivates her. If she needs to unwind, she will pour a bubble bath and play music.

[shesdaylight-arch]

she sat with her head back against the wall, lightly tilted as she looked toward her friend.   “maybe we should worry about it later,”  she suggested.   “’cause if we never do nothing else stupid,  at least we can look back and say we were young once.”    rapunzel’s shoulders rose and fell in a small shrug as she rose from where she sat, only to lean against the wall with her hands lightly dug into her pockets.   “what do you say?   wanna take a joy ride?   we’ll only be gone for two minutes, tops!”     // @rodeoqveen + sc!

[biiggerbear]

@rodeoqveen​ asked ❝ what did i do to make you think you can’t trust me? ❞ - to kayce  [ yellowstone meme ; accepting ]

       “    it ain’t about you. lord knows it would be easier if it was.  “   he pulled his battered hat off his head, the brown worn just as thin as his nerves felt right now. he sighed with one calloused hand running through his hair before the hat returned to his head to hide a shadowed apologetic look. kayce didn’t feel like he had the stomach to wound harper. the sins of a father weren’t hers to bear anymore than tate should have to shoulder the weight of his && the fathers before him. how many dutton sins were buried beneath the soil of this valley, eroding away at its foundation beneath innocent feet? he wasn’t sure had the vocabulary to make her understand his instinct to protect this place but he couldn’t lie either. it was home && it was a part of him. this land had shaped him && now tore at him in equal measures these days.       “   i’ve seen wolves how wolves eat too much to be comfortable with the sheep.   “

[biiggerbear]

@rodeoqveen​ asked  ❝ living day to day isn’t living, it’s surviving ❞ - to john  [ yellowstone meme ; accepting ]

       “   sometimes survivin’ is all a man has but that doesn’t mean he can’t do some good.   “   the battered rim of his white hat dipped with the swift look he gave the dirt. wasn’t easy to swallow down the memory that he’d been a man barely living once && hell, maybe he still was but that didn’t mean that sometimes he hadn’t improved some by his family or his home. he might not be able to ask beth about her day because it’s not like he understood half of it or where the hell she got the teeth for that kind of business. he couldn’t name a man or woman in the family tree who did what she did. there was ranching && there was horses. that’d been it for along as he knew. kayce had come by his gift with horses honestly from john’s father. a man that could woo a mare easier than a woman which didn’t seem to bother his wife one bit as long as there were cattle to manage when the snows thawed. and it was john who added the leathered mantle of commissioner to the family name, he hadn’t done it for pride, much less ambition but he had weighed its cost to his land && it was the purpose that kept his nights a little less empty when three of his children went off to fight their own battles on someone else’s land. and it was two that had come back scarred && weary but they had come back to the same table over the same land with a chair waiting for them.       “   and it’s the good that you want people to remember, harper. don’t ever forget that.   “