Iudrix, Roisenrot
Iudrix and Rottie have a chat about Sikora’s demands; Rottie’s logic fails to prevail.
Warnings: Illness
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The air inside the little house Sikora so kindly lent them was stifling, too close, too hot, too dusty; if she spent another minute in there, hunched over some ancient tome with the amulet pressed close to the peeling bark of her breast, she was going to suffocate. Just pass out right over the thin pages, and that was how Dandy would find her - dead of dust inhalation, or whatever it was that was leaving her so short of breath. She kept meaning to leave to visit the Grove, but there was always something to do, something that kept her from leaving even though she was waking up at midnight to cough. She couldn't leave Dandy in Garenhoff alone. So here she was. Up here on the cliffs, the sea breeze brushed across her cheeks, the damp air soothing her ragged throat; without Dandy to dance along the edge of the drop, stupidly fearless, she was calm enough to let her own legs dangle out into space. Each breath was still a struggle, but that horrible, claustrophobic feeling of suffocation had eased, even though the tickle in her chest was constant now and her head spun. Why hadn't she gone to the Menders yet? A few months away from the Grove and she'd completely lost her sense.
Brom
After a little bit of playing, Iudrix's flute outside the house stopped. Just outside hadn't been enough of a walk, he decided, so tucking the little instrument away he went for a walk. A walk turned into a run and soon he was booking it along the edge of the cliffs, the sea breezes battering against his wings and biting through all the holes in his tank top. It felt good to stretch his long legs, and though he couldn't really fly it almost felt like it out here. He almost didn't see Rottie there on the edge, almost running past her only to stop at the last moment, backing up a step and approaching slowly. The sapling looked... nervous, a couple butterflies nearly invisible in the sunlight, his bare toes curling in the dirt. He'd left his boots at home, which was okay. "I haven't uh, seen you in awhile." The words were only a little breathless, though he'd been running Iudrix hadn't really been pushing himself too hard.
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Rottie blinked her tired eyes up at the skinny bundle of twigs standing over her. She only wished she could say she didn't remember who he was, but of course she did - what had it been, a month since Sikora attacked him? Thorns, and all she'd done was sleep, get sicker, and learn exactly nothing. The amulet weighed heavily against her chest. "Hello there," she said. Her voice was weaker than she expected, so she cleared her throat - a dry little rasp - and tried again. It didn't help. "I've been very busy. Are you well?" She assumed he was. If Sikora had been at him, she would know about it, wouldn't she? Although honestly, she hadn't seen the Geomancer in weeks. It was making her nervous.
Brom
What did he even say to that? All that focus on things being wrong and insistence that there was something- between Querii and Ren and the looks Duncan gave him sometimes Iudrix almost hesitated. But he didn't, instead just sort of smiled. "I'm fine. Are- Are you?" Staying both a decent distance from her and from the dangerous cliff edge he sat down, folding his skinny knees up to his chest and wrapping his arms around them. The sapling watched Rottie with eyes that were now pink instead of the green they had been.
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The tickle in her chest kept her from answering right away; turning her head away from him, she coughed into her sleeve, a distinctly unpleasant noise now. There was a rattle around the edges of it that hadn't been there a month ago, and it took her a moment to catch her breath. "Well enough," she said eventually, giving him a glance before carrying on rather breathlessly, her speech broken here and there with coughs. "You're not quite so skittish without Dandy here to terrorize you! I am sorry about him. Oh! Why were there so many skritt the other day?"
Brom
"It's okay. I don't really blame him for thinking that way. Completely, I guess." He looked down at the ground, then back up at Rottie. She didn't sound okay but he was willing to take her word for it, maybe what had her busy was getting over something worse. He had no idea and it would be rude to pry deeper. Instead of sickness, Iudrix talked about skritt. "They're.... Lillica's friends? They came asking her for help, um, I didn't go with them. I don't like them much, they're a little grabby and they talk too fast. They're weird. And warm. But they're gone now." A couple butterflies accompanied the description, only to pop out of existence with the last sentence.
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"Friends?" All she could think of was the feeling of the sand slamming into her in her attempt to catch herself mid-plummet from a deathly height, stripping her bark to the delicate leaves underneath in some places - her opinion of Lillica plummeted likewise. She tried to laugh, but it caught in her chest; instead, she bent over herself and coughed. Was this contagious? Dandy hadn't caught it yet, so likely not. "They aren't coming back, are they? Dandy and I aren't fond of skritt," she said, once she was able to sit up and talk again. "I was worried they'd come to kidnap him again. He's 'shiny,' so they say."
Brom
Iudrix's eyes opened wide, and there was a squawk in his voice. "They kidnap people? No. They're not coming back. I hope not. Uh..." There was a veritable flood of butterflies, being kidnapped had not even crossed his mind and the idea they could drag him away with those little hands freaked him out. Or that they might try to drag him away, because he'd probably end up killing them and that was worse. Trying to not think about it, the sapling ran a hand through the vines that draped down his face, tugging on them a little. "I don't like skritt either."
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"I don't know that all skritt make a habit of it, but the skritt we encountered..." She shook her head and pushed the thoughts away as Iudrix's anxiety buffeted her; putting her hand to her breast, where the amulet lay inside her bodice, she shrugged at the other Sylvari. The trip hadn't been a completely horrible experience. Just mostly. "He's fine, as you saw." Thorns, she was getting tired already, even though all she'd been doing for the past half hour was sit quietly and think. "Would you like me to leave so you can play? I've seen you up here with your flute."
Brom
He shook his head. "No, I wasn't planning to play anymore. I was just running." Iudrix shrugged, his wings bobbing up and down with the gesture. "I don't need to play anyways. I just do." And always the one song, no changes. At least he was getting good with that one, he'd managed to figure out all the notes although it... really didn't make him feel better about it. It should have felt complete, but there was still nothing but emptiness to the music.
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"Oh," was all Rottie could think to say. She certainly was a brilliant conversationalist right now; but she wasn't sure what to say to this gangly sapling. How are you handling being under Sikora's thumb? seemed insensitive - and she was so tired now, she could have fallen asleep right where she sat. Slowly, she scooted away from the cliff and laid back on the soft grass. "I suppose if you play it anyway, you must feel the need to on some level..."
Brom
"It's from my dream but... that doesn't really matter anymore. I should probably get rid of it." He shifted how he was sitting, the idea uncomfortable but what wasn't. It could go in one of the boxes or something. "Everyone's probably tired of listening." Iudrix brought back his sword, holding his palms flat up so that the ethereal weapon could appear across them. He didn't actually do anything with it, just looked it over with a weird sort of sadness.
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"There's no harm in keeping it around," Rottie said quietly. Her eyes were closed, but she had no intention of falling asleep; every now and then, she coughed, that awful rattling shaking her chest. Just talking about Dreams brought hers back, and a bolt of panic went through her - what if she stopped breathing? What if she started to suffocate, like she had in her pod? Anxiously, she pressed her hands to her breast. After a moment too long, she went on: "It must serve a purpose."
Brom
"No but..." the sword threatened to dissolve into butterflies before he stopped himself, stuffing worry away. Whatever purpose was not something he needed to go chasing after. Catching Rottie's panic he almost stood up, dropping the other subject immediately. "Are you okay? Do you need help?"
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"I'm fine." Rottie's reply was sharper than she intended, and a flush of shame hit her immediately; the sapling only wanted to help. Sitting up, she dropped her head into her hand and let her eyes shut, blocking out the bright sunshine. "I'm alright," she said, nearly level this time. "I'm used to being sick, but it wears on me sometimes. I don't think you should stop playing. My Dream wasn't very useful so first hand I wouldn't know, but they say our Dreams are important. And I don't mind hearing when you play."
Brom
His wings sagged only to snap back up when she did seem okay. "I guess I can understand that," he said slowly, picking over the words. "I hate when people insist things aren't fine. I'll stop asking." Iudrix sighed, softly enough she probably didn't hear it. "Well. I want to find out what it's about. But I can't, I don't think. I'm- things changed too much. I'm sure by now there's some other sapling waking up to do it instead if it is important. Maybe I'll learn to play something else."
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Things weren't alright, not in the slightest, but she wasn't in the mood to talk about it; when she got home, she'd ask Dandy to take her to the Grove. With how lightheaded she felt, it didn't seem safe to make the trip to the waypoint alone. "Well..." Dropping her hand, she lifted her head to look at Iudrix. "I don't know that the Dream works that way, if you can lose that Hunt simply because you've changed - if it did, I'd find it hard that any of them would ever be completed."
Brom
That last bit sent a shiver down his spine, the tips of his wings almost vibrating. "No. It's not like that. I would know. It's just a stupid tune. And... it's not that kind of changing. It's... different." He fell over the words a bit, a couple flustered butterflies flitting around. "A... thing happened. I didn't just. Get wiser or something." The sapling frowned, banishing that pink sword to who knows where.
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"Things have a habit of doing that," Rottie said, heaving a sigh that caught awfully in her chest. Once she'd cleared her lungs again, doubled over her own legs, she took few shaky breaths and straightened up; wiping the beginnings of tears from her eyes, she fanned herself, more to give herself something to do with her hands than anything. "Dandy fell off these cliffs and nearly died, you know. That's why I serve Sikora now - I had to beg her to save him. It certainly wasn't something I'd choose, not like this, but... things happen."
Brom
True to his word, Drix didn't offer to help again though that was concerning. He silently wondered if he should somehow direct her to Duncan or Duncan to her while waiting for the coughing fit to finish before answering. "He doesn't look like someone who ever fell off a cliff. Does she, uh, ask you for a lot? I haven't seen her since... that first time. I don't know even what I would do anyways. I'm not very useful."
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"Sikora did a very good job, and Dandy..." A little smile flitted across her face just thinking about it. "Dandy's quick to recover from things. You know, not long after, he was dancing along cliff edges again? I was the skittish one!" The smile was gone just as quickly - she glanced away, out over the water. "All she's asked of me so far is for an artifact. She wants to know what it's for, how to use it... I'm sure she'll want it should it turn out to be useful. But no, she doesn't ask much, and I don't see her often. Not very reassuring, though, is it?"
Brom
The cliffs were high, Iudrix didn't need to fall off to know that dancing around the edge was a terrible idea. He couldn't really fly, after all. "Well she already took a sword. I don't really have anything else. It is reassuring, a little." The sapling smiled at her, that soft expression that was so often absent. It was true, though his collection of actual items was slowly growing Sikora wouldn't be interested in skritt toys.
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"More swords?" Rottie spoke without thinking; that it might ruin Iudrix's fragile relief about the whole situation didn't occur to her until she'd already said it, and then all she could do was glance at him, concerned. But then, wasn't it better that he be prepared? Sikora wasn't the sort of threat to up and disappear one day. "Sorry - only, you seem to have an unlimited supply of them, at least as far as I've seen."
Brom
Yeah there was that. A spike of fear cut through his emotions, a jagged butterfly or two popping in and back out in the air above his skinny shoulders. "W-well. I just won't give her any more." That idea was at least a little stabling, he could make them go away as easily as they were created. "It hurt, a lot. The swords are... they're part of me I guess. I don't know if there is a limit I've never really tried to see how many I can make. I try not to do any magic."
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This time, Rottie kept her thoughts to herself; there wouldn't be any denying Sikora what she wanted, not without serious consequences, but Iudrix had to know that - and if he didn't, he'd find out when she came calling. Brushing her hands over her skirt, she stared out over the bay. "The smart thing to do would be to get your magic under control, you know. The more you know about it, the better you can defend yourself," she said, then, wistfully, "I came here hoping to learn from Sikora. I suppose I got what I wanted."
Brom
"I'm- afraid of it. Nobody seems to know what to do except it's wrong and I shouldn't. They even sent for an asura expert and she even she doesn't seem to be able to figure it out. I think. I almost killed one of the skritt." Iudrix' wings drooped low enough the bottom edge almost brushed the dirt as he looked at his hands and the faint pink in his palms that glowed so boldly when night fell. "I'm not even sure how I do what I already do. I made a portal once, that worked but I don't know how."
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"An expert in what? A mesmer expert?" Rottie looked him over. "Some expert, if she couldn't give you any advice at all."
Brom
"No. Um. I don't- I don't really know. It's not Mesmer stuff that's the problem. It's chaos, that's what everyone says. There was a gun, and I- broke it. Accidentally. And it did some things and that's what I mean when I say I changed and that's why my dream really doesn't matter. It's all messed up a-and... yeah." The sapling furrowed his brow, butterflies everywhere. He didn't look up at Rottie, didn't want to see the same sort of expression everyone else had now that he'd 'explained'. "So I can't, and I shouldn't. I don't want to hurt anyone else."
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"Mesmers deal in chaos," Rottie said, her little brow arching high. It wouldn't be tactful to come out and say it so bluntly, but as far as she could tell, Iudrix was talking nonsense - he wasn't thinking, just letting the fear she felt from him shape his decisions. If she'd let fear rule her, she never would have left the Menders. "Wouldn't having hurt someone make it more pressing that you try and control it? At the very least, it's more productive than saying 'I can't' and stopping there."
Brom
"If that's the case why is everyone saying..." he let the thought trail off, slumping and finally mumbling a defeated "I didn't stay in the Grove long enough for any lessons." The sapling reached up to tuck some of the vines back away from his eye, frowning now. Everything was so complicated.
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"Maybe it's time to go back for a few." Rottie's voice was gentle enough; this sapling didn't need any more rough handling, even though she was barely older than him. But she'd lacked the option to leave - stranded in the Mender's offices, she'd spent her time on her lessons, reading, practicing her magic. It was the only way to pass time before she'd been allowed out. She didn't regret it; her magic had saved her life.
Brom
Iudrix shook his head quickly, eyes going wide. There was another snap of fear as he replied. "N-no. I can't, actually. I kind of... they tried to lock Ren away. I broke him out and... I can't. They'll lock me away."
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Rottie stared at him, weighing her energy against the reaction she wanted to have - who in their right mind broke someone out of the Warden's jails? How had he even done it? Why had the giant marshmallow she knew was Ren been in jail? With what energy she had left, she waved her hand to brush the questions away; that wasn't her problem. "Another city, then, any of them. Mesmers need training no matter their race."
Brom
"I-" Iudrix didn't have a good answer as to why he wouldn't. He went silent, bringing back into being a sword across his lap to stare at. Everything he'd ever done had turned out horribly. "It's complicated," the sapling finally stated miserably.
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"Isn't everything?" Rottie shook her head, her own vines bumping against her neck in their loose braid. Iudrix was stuck in a holding pattern, just like her, but he had the option to break free of it until Sikora called him back. Slowly, she pushed herself to her feet; she tottered a bit when her sap rushed to her head, but caught herself and forced herself straight - the walk back to their little house seemed so far now, even though she could see the roof from here. "It's up to you, Iudrix, but I would consider it."
Brom
He looked up at her but once again refrained from asking if she needed any help. Even though he wanted to. Finally he said something. "There's a mender staying at the house. He's leaving soon though. He's uh, not much older than me but... if there's an emergency... Hisname'sDuncan." Iudrix gave her a fake, nervous smile, not entirely sure if the info would be appreciated at all.
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For a moment, Rottie looked down at him without saying anything; the waypoint to the Grove felt so far away, an impossible distance when she didn't know if she could even get home without resting, and the idea was tempting. "Thank you," she finally said. "I'll consider that."
Brom
Iudrix just nodded once. He didn't make a motion to move, the sapling planned to stay out on the cliffs a while longer. It was comfortable out here, and though he didn't plan to run (and definitely didn't plan to play his flute) just sitting was nice too. "Just, um, I'm not sure when he's leaving. It was nice talking with you."
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"It was. Have a good day, Iudrix," she said, lifting a hand as she stepped around him to make her way back down the path.










