#romanticizing talks

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i think my favorite thing my boyfriend lets me do is suck his fingers. best part is, he loves it just as much if not more than me. we’ll just be sitting or laying together watching a movie or something, and i’ll feel his hand moving to my body and towards my face, and before i know it im sucking his fingers. best part is, he lets me stick my fingers in his mouth too, and it’s just a lost art for real. please bring back fingers in the mouth

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My page is being stalked 😧/j

surprisingly not this time, i was just scrolling in my dashboard, tumblr knows i just love you’re page

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Alex I love you🥹

I love you too Dwayne ✌🏾🥹

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favorite word?

it’s two words, but geriatric ejaculation in that order

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Okay little rant about my bf, well it’s not really a rant, but it kinda is. So he’s in the grade above me (he’s only four months older than me,) he graduated last year, but his sister is in the grade below me. I’m a senior, and she’s a junior. I used to sit alone at lunch because I just liked being alone, and her, and her friends would sit behind me. Her friends (and I’m pretty sure her too) would talk about me, like I wasn’t right there, and I could hear them. Because they would loudly talk about me. Just to put this into perspective, I never talked to them, and I don’t know who any of them are, and I didn’t know his sister sat behind me until I started dating him like a month ago. So I called him like not even an hour ago, ranted about my mom, and he goes something along the lines of, “Oh I talked to my sister and she said she likes you, she just doesn’t know how to talk to you, also she said anything her friends would or do say about you, she doesn’t involve herself” and I go, “You told her??” because like bf rule number one you never repeat what your gf says unless she tells you to, and I never told him to, I just politely told him I don’t like his sister because of what her and her friends would say about me, way before he and I started dating. I will say though, once he officially introduced me to her, the talk about me, and the whispers have really died down a lot, but whenever I say his name, because two of my friends sit with me, they get like creepily quiet, and I don’t like it, but like I’m not gonna bring it up to him like ever again, because I don’t want him to say anything again. I’m just wondering if like I’m weird for not wanting him to talk to her about it? Cause I never outright said it bothered me, I just said I find it weird when they would loudly talk about me, when I was literally right there.

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guys my boyfriend is coming over today to help me go through my books since i’m moving and i’m so excited to see him even though i just saw him yesterday 😛😛

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i just posted this to a group i’m in, but i also want an opinion from my blog as well.

can someone please tell me if i’m over reacting about something or not? so my boyfriend was over (i keep telling my mom he’s not my boyfriend bc ik once i confirm it everything is gonna be about/because of him) we were in the living room, because one i’m not allowed to have boys who can be romantic interests in my room when it’s just us two, and two i just don’t like people in my room like that for real. we weren’t even doing anything bad, just laughing and goofing around as teenagers do (we’re both 18, i’m in my senior year and he graduated last year, but he’s only four months older than me) my mom was sitting and talking with us for a bit as she made dinner for everyone in the house before she eventually went back up to her room. it was just me and him in the living room, and we were just laying down on the couch together. we kissed a few times, but it was literally just a few small pecks, we weren’t full on making out. at one point he was laying his head on my leg and i was sitting up just gently poking his teeth with my nail. my mom’s best friend who lives with us came back inside after moving her car so her son (older than me) could park in the driveway after coming home from work, and she looks at us (mainly me) and says “it’s still a public space by the way” and i say, “i’m not doing anything i’m just poking his teeth” and she goes “i don’t care it’s still a public space” before she walks away. mind you i obviously know it’s a public space, but also no one ever uses the living room unless it’s to wait for food that they ordered and even then we just wait in our rooms 9/10, along with the fact that i’m the person who uses the living room the most out of everyone in the entire house. she never says anything to anyone else whenever they have someone over, it’s only ever me, if it’s my bf, or even my friends, she always has something smart to say for no reason. it annoyed me so bad, but i didn’t wanna argue while Radio (my bf code name) was there, so i just dropped it, but i was very clearly upset because when we her daughter would have her gf over and they would be in the living room doing the exact same thing, it was never a problem, it’s only ever a problem when i do something. honestly i’m just wondering if in the right to be annoyed or if im overreacting?

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guys ya girl got to second base last night #igotthisinthebag!!!