#romo shit

[mootablemimic]

Introducing the New Wife,

"I'm not saying she didn't have it coming," Qhota began, unable to keep herself from grinning at her dinner guest, "but I'm not sure causing a scene in Hawkers' Alley was necessary."

The Hellsguard woman took a swig of her beer before responding.  "Tell me now. You're the one what's married to her. Does Rosamund godsdamned Giantcleaver learn any other way?"  Qhota burst into giggles.  "Thought not. What she deserved, mind, was a hell of a lot worse--"

"Except, of course, that our daughter was with us. I understand, and you're more than welcome to argue with her all you like now that you're reunited, Miss Sparrow..."

She held up a hand.  "None'a that. It's Tiny Sparrow, or just Sparrow. Congrats on tyin' Ros down for not one, but two kids, by the way," she added with a gesture at Qhota's middle.  "'Course, and this is just me sayin', you're too good for her."

Qhota picked at her meal thoughtfully.  "...is that why you asked me to dinner? To apologize, sure, but to steal me away from her?"

"...is it working?"

"Only just! It's refreshing to meet someone else who doesn't put up with her antics, to tell the truth!"  She drummed her fingers on the tabletop with a nervous energy.  "Really though, I am open to the idea. Just from the brief time we've known each other, I enjoy your company. Not to mention, if you and Rosamund were any kind of serious before, it stands to reason you and I should get along. But of course..."

Sparrow shrugged.  "Of course, it's gotta include Ros. I don't mind that. I was hopin' she'd be willing to pick up too, after we...settle our differences, let's call it. Wouldn't upset your little family none?"

Qhota let out a full belly-laugh.  "Our family is anything but little, I assure you. And as for Yaelle, well. We adopted her, I'm sure it would be just as easy to say we adopted another mother, should it come to that."

"Alright, I like the sound of that. Gonna need to set plenty'a ground rules for the three of us though, I imagine."

Qhota's grin grew wider at this.  "Why, Sparrow, whatever will Rosamund do with two beautiful women setting rules for her?"

The pair's laughter echoed nearly all the way to Aleport.

[vakariansmonocle]

Ren is literally so good and loving and I cry cause I love spending time with them even when they're murdering me in overwatch custom match

cause ufkcgin sTUN GRENADES & 0 RECHARGE RATE

but no really its incredible and its so good on my soul. Like I mean sometimes my brain does the thing™ where I get nervous and shit for no reason about dumb shit but usually I can ignore it cause its, again, dumb shit. But ye its like??? its really good and feels really good on my soul.

I unno guys im really just its so ?? unreal almost how good it is. Like sometimes I feel like im gonna just wake up and it'll be some fucked dream. But most of the time like literally 90% of the time it feels so unreal bc it is real. Like it is deep and it has actual strength to it that we're both constantly building. Like we build up each others support and help each other but we also have a support for us. Together. Not like. One of us holding it up while the other fucks around. Like we're both present as we possibly can be to work on it and keep it up. & most of the time it feels more like we built up some really rad frame work that's like I gotchu boos dont worry. & we can just

rest there and be with each other.

I unno in my head its like a rad tunnel

like the secret tunnel

u know the one

but ye??? like its good on my soul and good on my nerves. Even if my brains being a fucking dillweed shit lord this relationship is good for me & ren tho like man

I cry

[vakariansmonocle]

no okay like here's a a thing a thing thing im jittery and flustered and gay as heck my guys okay so just bare with me okiedokie? Alrighty

so like okay I've been in trainwreck after trainwreck of relationships like. Just streamline of bullshit where I never really felt right. Like I was always feeling not so loved. Like I was always questioning if they loved me cause it was never like a present feeling tbh??? and like plus im a needy fuck and I like having my feelings validated tbh

so my relationship rn with ren is literally the most game changing fucking thing for me like. It is so hard to describe how good this shit feels for me? Like sure my brain has moments where it gets all fucked and wants to question things and feel like a fuckin dillweed & be selfish but like when it clears up like it has this week

I am completely overwhelmed with that sensation that yes they do love me. Like it is constant. It is just there. I dont have to question it I don't doubt it I dont feel like any negativity about us & how we love each other. Like it isn't a question for me. And that's so fuckgin new

not to mention feeling loved is a new fuckgin feel to me. Like honest to gods loved is fuckgin new to me and it is amazing. & man have I told you guys how good they are to me? Like I mean fuck my brain 90% of the time is like I dont deserve u you're so good and im not but its constantly squashed by them like they always tell me and make me remember that I deserve to be loved and deserve to feel good

ffs they made me say im not stupid last night cause I said I was and thats so fuckgin

real to me

like this whole thing is so good

and im dead ass serious when I say y'all better fuckin stab me with spoons if I fuck this up cause go d s they're so fucking good and I ever fuck up this shit by being a fuckass ever y'all better fuckin murder my ass cause hooboy

but no really

I love them and I just started crying about how good this feels to be loved and feel good. To have something so stable w/ communication and love and I just

gods

go d  s

[vakariansmonocle]

I was reading shit on my rp blog that I wrote about ren like just in general & remembered how we've technically known each other for over a year. But not like known one another. But like within the last 6months we went from buds on a dash to dating & in love like. Two months of talkin p much all the time then fuckgin dating and I just

hooboy

and I read??? shit I wrote about them and remembered how I felt when I wrote it

and I just MAN I M G A Y. IM G A Y MY DUDES. LIKE WOW I WAS GAY THEN I WAS FLUSTERED AND CRUSHIN HARD BUT I WAS LIKE LOL NAH NAH N A H

GUESS WHAT PAST SELF YE YE YE U GOT THIS HOOBOY BUDDY MY DUDE

im so fuckgin

im really gay and this year may suck fuckin ass every where else. But this shit. This relationship is the best fuckin thing I die

[vakariansmonocle]

keep thinkin about ren and I keep getting flustered like. I am actually feeling things rn & im like man ren's super cute. And thinking about them. Like p sure it's gonna keep me goin through the time away. Slides a read more so I can ramble about them a bit

no seriously tho I love them so much really. Like it's overwhelming and I'm not sure how to word things properly. Like its really nice being with someone I love & who loves me and man I have so much to do to grow and its like

this relationship is really good for me??? and it's really nice working for something I love. Like, working to better it. Working through problems and working through our own problems. Having a person that trusts me & isn't just gonna quit on me.

Like I unno there's so much good to this relationship and I know im like fuck dont lemme fuck this up. But they allow me to make mistakes and I just ugh

I love them so much. I love them so much, okay like I wanna protect them from everything, even myself tbh. They deserve so much good they deserve so much that I know I cant give them but I can try to give all I can to them that isn't gonna bone me

like I want to give as much as I can for us. & I  just man..

it's so good to be with someone who loves me & shows it as much as they can. Like even when its hard I can keep in mind that they love me.. & that helps.

It always helps.

They always help so much its amazing.

I want to be good for them as much as I can, gods.

I love them with all I have honestly and it's so good.

It'll be okay & good.

Gods dont let me fuck up too much.

[vakariansmonocle]

I keep writing lil things to say to ren just in general. Cause i cant remember things. And i want to ask them many a thing and i wanna tell them many a thing. I write so many things on tumblr for them. Just because i want to say it but rambling on skype looks messy. And i want it to look pretty. I want to say so many things. But sometimes i cant remember to say them. I want tl say so many things so i write them as i think them. Sometimes i want to say so much it comes out as nothing but gibberish because all the letter of all the words just slam together. Sometimes i want to say so much but it just comes out as repetitive lines. Over and over. Because i dont know enough words to say what it feels like. Sometimes theres so much in my head that its overwhelming and exhausting to carry so i just put it out in bursts. Cause i need them to know that how it feels to be with them and love them and how much i feel being with them.

[vakariansmonocle]

I'm in a constant state of awe over @ppasserine and how much i love them. But also how much they've shown their love for me. How much they openly support me in all things. And how much they really mean to me because we still maintain a friend aspect. Which is so important. They're so important to me. Every bit of them is important to me. Every single bit of our friendship and romantic relationship is important to me. Every single bit of them and who they are is amazing to me and i am forever in awe that they love me and are proud of me. I am so in awe of the fact they chose to be with me. To give me such a good thing and honestly make me believe that i deserve them. Cause i deserve good. And they deserve good. And we're very good for each other. I love them so much.

[terriblepapyrus]

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