#ronnie rants

[wuhhluhhhwuhhh]

the first day of uni isn't even done yet but,,,,,,

i'm so damn tired

i,,, am literally about to cry off screen haha all of my professors are hella mean and intimidating except for this last one i'm with right now and,,,,,,,,, yeah.

[useless-techie]

ok but like... who’s the third jacobs child we see in all the family photos

like in the one family photo that’s hanging up on the wall that gets zoomed into literally episode one, there’s three kids. we know there’s nate and his brother (aaron?) but who’s the third child?

this is keeping me up at night especially because nobody seems to be talking about it

[supersoldiersruined-me]

Can I just... like, rant a little? 😔

So my social anxiety is bad lately and I mainly rely on dating apps to talk to girls. Most of them aren't real profiles, the others are girls looking for a 3rd person for her couple. And when someone seems legit they end up ghosting me even when they're the ones who initiated the conversation. I recently added one on snapchat and every other day we send each other a little message. Today is off (it was Thanksgiving yesterday here), and I asked her if she had a big day planned. Then 'she' sends me a snap of a guy in chest saying "not big, but nice".

Am I the only one who thinks it's fucking rude? If you're not interested block me? Don't send me a picture of the guy you're fucking that day even if we're basically strangers... Am I exagerating if I feel like this is as gross as sending a dick pic (that wasn't asked for)? Even if she's 100% lesbian and this guy is a friend... like... idk. It fucks up with my mind.

Dating is so fucking hard because I'm not looking for anything too serious. So I usually go for girls who are younger than I am, thinking they might be moreninto the casual, going out stuff. And here I am being played with even more than with guys?

Anyway. I needed to get it out.

[rollerskates-and-heartaches]

A deaf lady came into my store tonight and I never wished I had know sign language more at that point. I didn’t have any trouble taking her order, she gave me it on a piece of paper, but I wish I could have to make it more convenient for her.

[supersoldiersruined-me]

So if anyone’s online.

I just flunked a test and I’ve been feeling bummed all morning. If anyone wants to request a little drabble or headcanon, I’m more than willing to change my mind! 

Just send in an ask, or submit a gif/picture for me to start with !  💕

Feel free to suggest a mood or theme !

[glacialglory]

i don’t get how i try to tell you that i’m feeling uicidalsay and that’s an invitation for YOU to ignore ME??? like we ended the conversation normally and fine and now you are refusing to interact with me. just tell me you don’t give a fuck at this point

[glacialglory]

my mom and i got into a fight today. i told her “maybe i’ll just illkay myself” and she rolled her eyes in response. i’ve had the strongest elfsay armhay thoughts today than in the last year or so; i’ve been eanclay for 5 years now. but it’s getting so hard. so so hard.

[glacialglory]

i don’t understand why i’m always the last to figure it out, why i’m always forcing myself to dig my heels in and wait until the last possible second to come to terms with the fact that i’m ALWAYS going to end up alone!!! “i think i’m handling it better than you because i was able to accept it sooner” yeah NO SHIT!!! no one wants to stay with someone like me, someone who drags themself and everyone else down with them. i hate this i hate being this way i hate being me