( I'm gonna find the truth Mare, be prepared )
Aaaaand by the way there are some things you said and done that I think deserve discussing
You said you had "kind of" a home, so I'm guessing you used to live somewhere, but was it really a home ? Did you feel at home ? Or did you just have a place to live but without any particular hospitality ?
Also, you obviously have a desire to control things around you (and control Night when you feel threatened) and own things such as private rooms and stuff. Did you use to not have control ? Did you use to be the one being dominated and now feel you have to take that control back and be above everything ? Is it a defense mechanism ? Are you scared that something or someone (Night) will take control over you again ?
Sincerely, your newly assigned therapist
- room anon converted into therapist anon
