#rororowsherboat

[far-too-lazy-to-name-you]

I have been doing some deep soul searching y’all on the subject of my reluctance to voluntarily show vulnerability and how it relates to my family.

Every clear memory that I have of voluntarily confessing to my family that I’m sad, or upset, or scared is... Not Good.

I’m thinking this probably needs to be worked on and that I need to stop responding to every strong negative emotion with immediate suppression and a firm “I ain’t no bitch,” and instead maybe learn to handle my emotions in a healthy way?

Maybe?

[far-too-lazy-to-name-you]

Fucking penguins man. I love penguins

[far-too-lazy-to-name-you]

6:00 am isn't a moment in time, it's a punishment. A cruel and unusual punishment. Anything before 8 should not exist how did I do this for school for so many years I don't understand

[far-too-lazy-to-name-you]

Dear god how do people who get up at 6 every day function

[far-too-lazy-to-name-you]

"We need to build a big... Big thing"

Child I'm babysitting

[far-too-lazy-to-name-you]

I'm actually really upset I can't find my favourite hoodie T_T

[far-too-lazy-to-name-you]

Guess who stood up to her dad for the first time in 4 years. Guess who's shaking so hard she can barely type and still hasn't fully stopped crying even tho it's been an hour. (Hint: both answers are me)

[far-too-lazy-to-name-you]

I pray for the day I can close my eyes without fear of what I'll see