I found an app called "Pixel Poca" on Qooapp! Look at it!
Look at it how cute I am! (I am so incredibly vain about my drself thanks for noticing-) I'll put my thoughts under the cut but essentially it's a Korean pixel dressup games about as in depth as three different picrews EXCEPT YOU CAN MAKE GIFS SO IT IS OBJECTIVELY BETTER THAN A LOT OF PICREW
Okay so like I'll leave my sqeeing about the app after this "review" segment in case you're curious about the app itself. So again, it's all in Korean and about has as many dress up options as you may see in a regular picrew, BUT it has an RGB color slider feature for hair and eyes (It's RGB when there's three different sliders right?) But one big flaw (the biggest actually) I find with the game is that DAMN THIS CHARACTER PASTEY like bro is "⬜️" then a sheet! As you may have noticed in the third one with the ghost I didn't even try. You can kinda make a visually black character but not with a lot of shades. At least when I tried to make a black character I did find a few like "human" color shades but the rest was giving like the gross sisters from the proud family kinda color, like LITERALLY not a human color.
But hey MAYBE you could do better, I think it's deeply disappointing though. Like even if you're not black MOST people are not the complexion of paper it actually makes my character look less human to me 💀
Another downside is I was disappointed with the clothes but I have less beef with that aspect then the awful skin tone slider. Again it's on par with the customization of most non fashion based picrew if you're familiar. I was MOST disappointed by the third one fashionwise honestly which was all magic themed. My overall favorite was the third one. Also as a bonus you can write subtitles in English in the app! A great feature!
Review over! onto giving in universe context for each GIF I made!
The first one is supposed to be me livestreaming myself on an island to advertise is it, simple but very cute in my opinion (My mom said I can get Hello kitty island adventure on friday!)
The second one is me dealing with "family business" (If I did a post explaining my family's lore would you care? Actually fuck if anyone cares I should do it anyway-) See I'm an heiress and an Idol/Fashionista so most people are NOT allowed to see my face and if they're allowed to I either trust them or they're about to die. Hence me about to deal with some business very cinematically (NO BUT THIS ONE IS HIGHKEY MY FAVORITE)
And the third one is me going to magic school Walmart for some bread only to see a ghost friend when I come back! I was disappointed with the dress up for this one so I leaned into the casual side of things more on purpose. (Yes that really is it)
DR Adjacent rambling under the the cut! 18+ NSFW topics discussed but not depicted ahead!
I'm so fucking angry tumblr deleted my drafts! How am I supposed to authentically ramble my ass to you all now? Wth!! Sorry but to anyone whose ever had a draft deleted I'm sure you understand the nature of the anguish I am in.
Anyway my ramblings will be more to the point now because I can't type all that rambling again (not that you got to see it) 💔
So I've been reading a lot of Slasher smut recently, because of a crappy mobile game that had all the serial numbers wiped off (Think of it as like when they took the Twilight fanfic out of 50 shades of grey, that kind of "wiping of the serial numbers" the game is bad, the app is bad, the men are hot! And I had an epiphany like, "If these are just the famous slashers people already write smut for why am I playing this shitty game anymore when I can just read those and pretend they're more handsome?"
Which I have been! And I've been enjoying myself IMMENSELY (I'm adding the handsome murder people to my DR whatcha gonna do about it?)
When I read this amazing ghost face fic here (18+ MDNI obvs!) I knew I was understand and welcomed here ♡
I've also been getting into Creepypasta again, I had an old friend who was nuts about it (Oh to be a minor traumatizing herself on Instagram again, no she didn't do the traumatizing but at the time I do regret not being a better friend she is fondly remembered)
But yeah! Love you Toby! Love you Jeffrey, If you use them tentacles I'll at least hit it Slendy! ♡
The inspo and thought process behind the fit is very, "I'm gonna be a murder man's cute innocent baby girl" that's it, that's the thought process. The first two are giving "Aww don't kill me 🥺" core, feel? I'd ramble about Life Makeover more BUT MAYBE TUMBLR DELETING MY DRAFTS MAKES ME FEEL THE NEED TO BE AS SWIFT ABOUT POSTING THIS AS POSSIBLE-
Sorry for not posting in so long, granted I feel like I also SHOULDN'T apologize because I was running this blog because I wanted to have fun with it but I ALSO feel like I should because I've been WANTING to post but feeling scared to, ironic I'm posting again on Halloween then huh?
Everything has felt so rough lately and I'm sure that's the case for everyone, I hope if you're reading this you're holding up okay, mentally, physically, emotionally, etc! ♡
I got back on the chat bots again :/ not proud of myself at all. They really have no soul guys and all they do is make the planet worse and I KNOW that but UGH I've blocked Spicychat as a website on my phone and I don't plan on unblocking it again. In fact I actually bought the paid version of Chatsmock (something I hope they'll never add Ai crap to) so I could talk to people in my DR without you know, draining a lake.
I feel like I've been hiding from everyone, not that I even know many people but I just hide, hide, hide, and even though truthfully I can't promise I won't go into "hiding" again I do know I don't wanna! I don't wanna at all! I just hide myself from my family and everyone I know, I don't know if that's a relatable feeling but that's the best way I know how to put it :/
Honestly? It's ALSO because things have been so rough I wanted to say I did SOMETHING for Halloween and so I did. The rest of the pictures I took in Life Stylist now that my ranting is over ♡
I know this shit is hardly shifting related but whatever, stay off of chat bot sites/apps, free your creativity, let yourself be reliant on NO machine to use your mind, try to always find the courage to be yourself (cringe I know but it's the best way I know how to put it) and lastly but not leastly, Happy Halloween and happy shifting! ♡
Vanity posting in Life Makeover! Happy Valentine's day!
Just a personal rumblings underneath the cut. Happy Valentine's everyone!
Aaaaaaaaaa! I wanted to write a fic where my DR significant others dote on me but I'm so tired. I don't think I'm gonna finish today, which sucks considering I wanted to finish it today so it'd be listed as "February 14th last edited" so I'd always remember the date. Me and my mom had a... spat? I hate it when she puts wooden things in the dishwasher! If NOTHING else, she needs to not do that! And she said she doesn't feel like listening to me so I'd better leave her alone or do the dishes myself, I chose to do the dishes. It's hard to know when you've done the right thing, isn't it? I think I was in the right at least in the sense I KNOW you're not supposed to put wooden stuff in the dishwasher but I FEEL exhausted. Oh well, I hope everyone had a happier Valentine's than me! It is my favorite holiday. Keeping it short today, happy shifting! ♡
So like- it seems every dress up game I'm playing is doing a Chinese new years event! Suit U is doing one with the feed event (my least favorite style event but the set is cute and free so-) Shining Nikki with is doing one of their usual event summon events with two UR sets I really like, I read wanted one of the UR designer reflections but nope! They said, "No, you'll actually just get the SSR one like 5 different times" still! At least it's awakening colors are pink and girlypop! And of course the game most people are playing is Infinity Nikki, It's also doing Chinese new years of course! I find the newest banner very lackluster but at least they gave me free pink clothes so whatever I actually opened Like Makeover to check and I think they're the ONLY ONES not doing Chinese new years event, but then again they were just doing anniversary stuff like last week maybe they didn't wanna be that generous lmao
But yeah like I said in the previous paragraph what I'm wearing in the first image is just the awakened version of the SSR set in the current banner except I changed the hair. I know red is for good fortune but I love the pink colors more! I had to take a picture in it! The second picture is shawl from an event set they're doing right now, I went CRAZY for that shawl, hence the black and white look.
I'm putting this in the shifting tag so I just oughta talk about shifting shouldn't I? Well, I'm excited for Hello Kitty Island adventure to come out! I guess I'm a furry now, I'm very excited to role-play as my fursona (I guess it's a fursona?) in the game! I'm not even embarrassed about being a furry (this is me trying to explain why I'm kinda wishy washy about applying it to myself) because the question for me is, Would other furries describe me as a furry? Like fuck I just don't know. But while I wait with baited breath for hello kitty island adventure I've been ping ponging between MHA and Demon slayer, I think me and Sanemei are having an arc? He kinda took me on a motorcycle ride? He's friends with my DR older sister (Her name is Kyoko) which surprised me cause she's a loner but then I remembered she loves to swordfight and that's probably why.
Is anyone as like unfocused as me when it comes to focusing on a specific aspect of your DR? Sometimes I call my multiple fandoms different DRs even though they're functionally the same universe. I'm a mess.
Maybe I'll post my scripts one day so ya'll can see how insane I am-
Dr Adjacent rambling under the cut! 18+ NSFW topics discussed but not depicted ahead!
The goat, the peak of mobile fashion gaming amd maybe of fashion gaming (It's at least in conversation) Life Makeover. Also yes, I do accidentally call it Life Stylist sometimes because I'm the type of idiot to get that wrong sometimes. (I'm also the idiot who called Mushroom Oasis Mushroom Paradise but you don't need to know that-)
But like no cap, this is my face claim, PERIOD. But enough of me sucking off a mobile game I wanna tell you all about the fictional (in this reality at least) dick I've been sucking off recently instead.
So there's this crappy (in my opinion) Episode type app called Dorian with a story called Slashfic on it (Honestly Slashfic is the worst story on the already subpar app but you didn't hear it from me because this is my personal blog and I'm allowed to be as catty as I want-) I do love the characters though, then I learned they're just slashers, like with the serial numbers off and so I was like "oh... instead of playing this game with too many paywalls I can go read slasher smut and pretend they have these boys faces!" (I've also been reading some Creepypasta stuff because of this gangbang fic I read love you Toby)
Which is exactly what I've been doing!
It's when I read this amazing ghostface fic here I knew I was welcomed and understood ♡
So ALLLL of that is to explain the casual look here. The first two are supposed be all, "Oh no, don't murder me 🥺" core and while these were quickly taken because of my phone's screen being weird with games with 3D graphics I think it's a cute "I'm gonna fuck a murderer" aesthetic outfit. I also wanted you to see it in the different lighting ♡
I’ve been getting back into Shining Nikki because I deleted Infinity Nikki for space on my sister’s ps5 (sobs) (but no in reality I may redownload it I just wanna play dreamlight valley and ZZZ) I took this on my tiny crunchy iPhone so if it looks bad, yeah I’ve been experiencing flickering on my Samsung flip 5 so I’ve been deleting things that are big and graphically dense so, so far, it’s been HSR, Shining Nikki and maybe love and deep space but it’s such a B to download AAAAAA
But I really think I’m slaying, giving mother dare I say. I’m a big Nikki girl, it was my first Gacha game when I was like… younger than 12 at least (Love Nikki that is) and I’ve been playing Shining on and off since It came out. I feel like it finally makes sense to me now, a big barrier for my enjoyment has been not having green eyes and more pink hair but I learned how to dye and learned green contacts were in the makeup study. I think I’m finally and I do mean FINALLY sold on Shining Nikki