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have you guys seen this?????? 🩻🩻 has this been here the whole time???????????

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[shakymood42]

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.............. uhhh h hh

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got a fweaking job finally and as dumb as it sounds i guess drawing on coffee cups always brings me back to it tbh . even tho its little dumb doodles mostly. like it makes me wanna practice again bc everybody loves and compliments me anyways hehehehe >:•}

so like . this is not another post sobbing abt art or breaking promises to draw or animate or make edits again. i'm just saying . absence hurts so much, regression hurts so much. but doing a lil aura farming makes me Feel it again lmfao. i've been pestering coworkers to decorate cups w me, i've been wanting to share art, & ive been able to bear seeing other ppl draw w/o me

like . cannot overstate how much of making shit is the community aspect. a means of communication blah blah

i dunno. i think its possible ive gotten over most of my embarassment. ik when i finally do post smthn and it doesnt get notes bc my followers dissolved when i became a ghost that will kinda kill me tho, which i fear is the hugest reason ive avoided that. so i dunno

for wrath month last yr i drew a cool trans demon and animated a mouth biting shut that i rlly like/d, but i never composited and posted it. i'm not sure if i will, but i maybe should post the wips anyways while its july again. if like one person tells me they wanna see it then i'll try to get over myself & do so

idk and art in general is such a hole in my heart . and thats the sort of thing you can make art about, if you arent deadly embarassed

all this like,, just a maybe, just a possibly, just ....... if not now, perhaps something is finally healing. its so sucks that artists do this shit all the time audghdhf so stuuupid and sensitive augh augh 🫀🫀🗡️🗡️🗡️

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someone added a little smiley face to this :•}

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yayyyy ur body parts say trans rights <3

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can i just be honest can i just be horrible..., . sylvester lamsbridge has surpassed stupid vriska as character i have most imprinted on / see myself in. second reread just sealing that one in for me. but they are both still up there. Help i know how it Sounds. grew up weird type characters. i Guess .