#rough go

[ridewindingrivers]

no strings attached

These last few days have been rough. I miss sharing the excitement of winter with someone and getting bundled up in our nicest gear. There are some days when my heart does truly feel like it’s in a million pieces; other days when I manage to pick up those shards and tell myself that I didn’t do anything wrong. I’m worth more than how I was treated and that I have a lot to offer someone. But my heart is fragile, taped together and slowly healing.

Side note- I think I’m growing bitter towards men. Sometimes I think men are only good for dinner and a hard fuck. And don’t stay here - go home to your own bed.

[bonfire-hearttt]

A few things..

1) I put my iphone through the washing machine yesterday so its currently dis-assembled, sitting in rice and I feel naked without it.

2) I woke up at 5:45am this morning to be at the hospital for my OR course

3) My manager refused to let me have Saturdays off for my course because she’s a horrible tyrant, so I’m expected to work Nights tonight on no sleep after 6 hours of class. Because thats safe right!!!

[phatelephants]

It's exhausting being the one who always needs more.