Eleanor gives a therapy part 3 of 3
Trigger Warning: Child soldiers, child experiencing traumatic moments.
OOC: The final part of this fun little story bit. Hope you enjoy and feedback is always appreciated.
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The next thing I remember about Trilla was on Tau. It was after the deaths of Meridia and Lovara. She found me staring at a command table with a holographic projection of the Tau battlefields.
I blamed myself for their deaths...if we had been more prepared then they wouldn't have died. If we hadn't gone in underestimating the Anarch numbers they would have survived. I would still have two of my friends....
She told me I wasn't to blame for it. We had been betrayed by an Anarch spy or something like that...it didn't help with the weight that of the seven of us only two now remained. Me and Trilla against the Anarchs. I..felt alone and told her about it the best I could. She gave me something to cheer me up. An item that I can't picture...but I remember it was soft and helped with my pain for a time.
👁️ And what happened after that? Can you remember any further?
That is all I remember of that memory...there is a last one though...I don't want to..I don't want to picture it for very long..
👁️ Don't worry, we are here for you. If you don't want to discuss it that's fine.
It was on the railjack..the one gifted to us for the Vanguard to make use of during the Tau wars. It had been breached by the controlled Warframe abominations that were once piloted by the other members of the Vanguard....
They weren't adept at using them but the power was still there. Every time we tossed one out it clawed its way back in and began attacking anew. Eventually the five began to wear us down and we made a short retreat to the engine space.
Rovej was silent for a moment before gulping down the mental pain of the memory.
They launched themselves at us and a hull breach occurred. The void of space dragged my Valkyr towards it as three of them lunged at Trilla. The other two focussed on me. I tried to get to her but I wasn't strong enough and I was pulled into space alongside my two attackers. I tossed them aside as I tried to return to the ship.
I wasn't strong enough.
A mixture of void and fire sent me crashing down to Tau as I couldn't do anything but watch as Trilla's warframe was incinerated and the railjack swallowed by the void...
I failed her..I failed my friends..I failed everyone..
The Nyx protoframe extended an arm forward to hold Rovej's hand, as the operator shivered at the painful memory.
👁️ You did all you could...and that's okay..I know you would have wanted another solution another way to end it. I know what that's like...not to the extreme of space battles but I feel like I know it decently well. Please know this...you are none of those things. You are strong. You are anything but a failure.
You also paint Arthur's nails very well..
The change of topic at the end of her words made Rovej laugh slightly. The sheer absurdity of the topic switch helped with her message.
Thank you. But it doesn't change the fact that the memory brings me this pain.
👁️ Maybe not but it helps dull the pain.
You are right..
The operator looked at Eleanor's as he spoke, the protoframe spoke the truth but the pain of the memory still burned like a hot iron to his stomach.
Kalymos approached, resting on the back of the chair Rovej sat on. It was almost comical with how big the kavat was compared to it. Ignoring this, Kalymos nuzzled her head against the back of Rovej's own.
The pain was horrible. But perhaps with these protoframes he had met in Höllvania he could live with it.










