#royyed

[rockatanxy]

I am sorry but hearing "I'm proud of you" is just. so comforting. I don't hear it home and the past 24 hours and then some has been nothing but "I'm proud of you's" and it's just. it feels so good. I feel like I'm in a black and white movie.

[rockatanxy]

I'm rlly proud of you Sadie! <3 I'm glad things went ok with Bennett<3

honestly I’m really proud of me too. I didn’t cry, I didn’t say or think anything really self depreciating, I listened, I didn’t cry!!! I reached out to someone, literally, and he doesn’t hate me and he wants to help, a lot, and it was. it was good fuch, it was really good.

now all I have to do is figure out what I want to do: have bennett help, or not

[guerins]

if you find the time and would like to, could you possibly make a gifset of Max + emotion? Like some of his emotional moments -- not necessarily just sad emotion either! Thank you very much! You are as always a gift to the fandom <3

sure :) thank you!<3

[rockatanxy]

royyed replied to your post:[[MOR] so i kind of sort of emailed bennett and...

i am sure he just wants you to be comfortable - I doubt he’s just saying it out of obligation; he sounds like he wants to do what he can but is probably worried about pushing you? especially since its been up and down recently with you two?

yeah i agree i mean its mostly been up and down due to me but hes never been...mean? about it? he just kind of lets me ride out whatever is going on. sometimes he does come off as annoyed with me, i mean i would be too, but i do think he is trying to be as supportive as possible. he always is. 

i get confused but i usually come away with “supportive” as my final thought you know?

[rockatanxy]

royyed replied to your post:thanks for everyone who was being really...

well done! I am proud of you<3333 I hope tomorrow is better friend

<3

[bentclaw]

royyed replied to your post:I always say Linda is not the overtly...

oh god…my heart…that is such a wonderful bit of information

I wish she wouldn’t, really. She’s already chewed holes in the back of my new hoodie.

[clawsfangs]

another inktober thing!! (which i 100% regret colouring lol)

anyway heres the love of my life,,,pls excuse the terrible quality, my phone wasn’t cooperating 

[clawsfangs]

Hey!! I sent you an rambly ask some amount of days ago, and it’s not in my outbox so I’m not actually sure if you got it…it was just saying how I had a dream where I sent you a tumblr message asking you if you had ever drawn Ghirahim in Hisoka’s clothing, and if you wanted to take it as an art request you could…and so (in reality) I thought it might be an idea you’d be interested in x) this isn’t like a rush demand or anything…I just wanted to make sure tumblr was not swallowing asks :’)

ahh no i hadnt gotten any message like that!! bbUT I CAN TOTALLY DO THAT HOLY SHIT IVE BEEN MEANING TO ANYWAY AHHH HH HH