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Ivan Pokidyshev (born in 1993)

I don't want to buy mass-produced garbage from a big box store so I go to etsy but half of etsy is now dropshipped mass-produced garbage or AI slop so I go to the local arts and crafts street market but a ton of those booths are also selling the same generic plastic objects or identical stickers or 3D printed dragons so WHERE do I buy real trinkets and art from sincere freaks

beegonethots

Explaining tumblr to anyone

fullmetalfisting

In the deli pinching my nipples hard as fuuuuck rn dude

#i get it #piri piri chicken does some shit to me

fawnpalmer

quarterly reminder that if i reblog something ai-generated it is 110% and always an accident and for the love of god please tell me so i can delete it from my blog

sadclowncentral

so many misguided metaphors around violence and desire. if the open maw of a panting beast fills you with the want to be devoured, that does not make you prey. while the rabbit trembles in fear, its deepest desire is to run. evolution demands it. in fact, the desire to be eaten does not make you any small animal at all.

it makes you a fruit.

sumverendus

sandpancakecat

callizinc

Did you know that you can waste your free time by not knowing which activity to do so you do none of them

I'm trying so hard to unmask more at work because I'm SO fucking burnt out and exhausted, but something comes over me when I'm there because I've been doing this same job since 2014. The customer service mask comes on and I am STRUGGLING to turn it off. I don't understand how people can just start unmasking. I don't even fucking know who I am I'm literally even masking when I am alone by myself in my bedroom. HOOOOWW DO YOU STOP 😭😭😭😭

mcschnuggles

baynton

i put him there 👍🏼

I have to go buy a fucking EpiPen 😭

#i have had a mild allergy to cloves (the spice) for years #first noticed it in high school #but ate half a samosa the other night and had a VERY BAD TIME #numb and tingly mouth and my tongue felt swollen and my head was pounding and I felt dizzy #and my breathing was shallow and my chest felt hella tight like the worst asthma attack I’ve ever had #and I broke out into sweats and had to lay down and felt like the whole damn room was spinning #honestly I felt almost like I was drunk in a very not fun way #and apparently ??? that was anaphylaxis #it did eventually taper off but I had gotten to a point where I thought ‘I should call 911’#but didn’t bc I didn’t think it was anaphylaxis #because I did not know the difference between anaphylaxis and anaphylactic shock #but I spoke to the pharmacist in the break room at work and she was like hey diva that is very concerning #CLOVES ARE USED IN SO MANY YUMMY THINGS #I ALWAYS AVOID THEM BUT I DIDNT KNOW THEY WERE IN SAMOSA #S*#i was eating it and thought this tastes a bit like cloves I wonder if it has cloves #googled it #it does have cloves #5 mins later I start feeling like the world is ending #10 mins later I’m struggling to breathe #thought I was just having an asthma attack or anxiety or something #I mean maybe I was #but regardless the pharmacist said it was concerning #so now I gotta go to an allergist too #and buy an epi pen out of pocket rn bc it will take me like fucking years to get into the allergist probably #so THATS FUN!!!#I understand allergies can get worse as you get older #but I didn’t understand that you can develop anaphylaxic reactions #at least! in Canada I can just buy an EpiPen without a prescription #just has to be out of pocket which sucks

I am so sorry to hear about your situation. Would there be any way you could sign up for doordash or ubereats or something? I think you can get paid by the day as well as tip money, and I used to make a surprising amount when I worked a delivery job. I really do wish you the best. :(

Thank you!! That’s also something I’ve been considering, my main concern is how bad the roads are where I live (voted some of the worst in the country LMAO), wear and tear on my car could fuck me over too in the long run😭 but yes, it’s something I’ve definitely been thinking about !!! I could do it on my days off 🤔

Could you try selling things online? It's not sustainable in the long term, but when money is tight, I just sell a bunch of stuff on Vinted for a bit of money

Yeah I have a bunch of clothes I wanna get rid of so I’m gonna see if I can sell them on FB marketplace they’re not brand name or anything cool so I don’t think it’s worth trying to sell them on other places

#and maybe some of my old books too

I’m so fucked. I’m so fucked. I’m nearly 35k in credit card debt because I was stipid in my early 20s and fucking paid to fix my dying beat up car 209383 times when I should’ve just fcking gotten a new one. and I barely make enough to survive. My rent is going up next month. I get paid on the 28 but it’ll be MAYBE 1200 meaning rent and insurance are going to take ALL of my money. Plus the interest on my cards are going to take money too. I literally will not be able to eat. I don’t know what the fuck to do. I’ve been searching for new jobs but NOTHING is getting back to me, plus they’re not even really better paying jobs, it’s like $19 an hour. I can’t FIND anything that fucking pays better. I have no fucking way to make my payments. I don’t know what to do. I can’t move back in with my parents, they live in a completely different town. I cant even get a second job because NO JOB IS GETTING BACK TO ME. And I’m SO BURNT OUT, there’s no way I can work more without fucking jumping off a bridge. I am considering jumping off a bridge just to get out of the fucking debt. I don’t know what to do. Mind you this isn’t even CONSIDERING my school debt, I don’t even know what the fuck that is at. I just don’t know what to do and I feel like I’m FUCKED. Like I’m not fully at risk of homelessness because I COULD go back to my parents but there are not many jobs where they live because it’s such a small fucking place. It is something I can fall back on if everything gets too bad. But mentally I don’t think I could handle living at home again. But what the fuck am I supposed to do 😭

#FYI: I’m not LITERALLY thinking of jumping off a bridge I’m not going to do that #i am just fantasizing about not having debt LMFAO

msbarrows

I hope I'm online when it happens. I want to see a sudden flood of crab rave memes right after refreshing my dash, and in the middle of it all, the Castiel news meme. That's how I want to learn of it; not through anything solemn or serious, but via overwhelming silly celebration.

hollow-head

"who do you self insert as when you read?"

This is me when I read:

flufflecat

almost time

flufflecat

when companies try to use pride month to make money

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