#rrrrgh

[arthursfuckinghat]

Sometimes, I'll be doing a mission with Dutch and everything is fine.

Other times, the light will catch his face in a way that makes me seethe.

I get reminded that Dutch got to age, he got to grow grey.

Did Arthur get that chance? Jenny, Mac, Davey, Sean, Kieran, Lenny, Molly? Did any of them get to grow old together?

Why didn't they, Dutch? Why didn't the gang survive? Why didn't they get the promised virgin lands in the west? Why did you outlive them?

Go on, Dutch, go ahead. I'm listening.

[brekwrites]

Listen I know we’re not very far on A Chance for Redemption currently and also it’s going to focus on Eclipse’s thoughts and feelings as he learns and grows but do not underestimate the power of my background New Moon/Solar plot. I’ve just been thinking so hard on it today and y’all aren’t even ready you’re not READY.

I am going to beat NM with the angst hammer and smile while I do it. And like it would be so lame and spoilery if I yapped about anything specific but oh my god oh MY GOD I can’t wait. I am pointing aggressively at him and shooting him with the beam of suffering and going COPE!!!

Idk I could probably be persuaded to yap a bit more but also I want to hoard all my secrets close to my chest yknow? Anyway. I’m not even working on C4R I’m doing the next chapter of Unconditional rn lmfao.

[anothericarus]

just feeling a bit like, overwhelmed by some Gross And Negative Vibes like, regarding sex n stuff at the moment, might be taking a step back from posting explicit content for the next week/until my system's back to operating normally.

i miight stll post some more sfw comfort type stuff. maybe. but yeah anyway that's all idk. just thought i should make note in case i drop off the face of the tumblr globe for a while <3 which will probably Not happen but it Could idk my brain's a bit unpredictable with this stuff.

[dovewingkinnie]

just conjured up the most wild fnaf au today my mind is going to explode

[flarebean]

SMACKING my brain with a STICK GO TO SLEEPNGO TO SLEEO GET OFF FUMBLR

[hamletisintown]

LRB after insisting a bit the guy had the nerve to ask me if i was "feeling compassionate to immigrants" because i was "not french" (can't remember if those were his exact words but that was DEFINITELY the intent lmao) and i think that's probably the moment when i started telling him to fuck off because what the hell???

and then he had the fucking gall to get mad at me for being mad at him, like "i just wanted to help and that's what i get", okay fucking asshole you were following me for 5min trying to argue with me about MY OWN MONEY and being racist in all possible directions, fuck OFF

[illegiblehandwriting1]

kinda cringe that the only way to get back into writing is to write. like, what do you mean i can't just sit down, go into a fugue state after not consistently writing for a year, and manage to bang out three full chapters. who came up with this and can they meet me in a denny's parking lot after school

[cliff-and-the-kid]

Well, overhearing this has Sierra feeling a little more anxious than usual, even if @doyourequirefirstaid meant to be reassuring with the initial statement.

If someone is capable of eating her, she'd kind of like to know.

"How, um. How do you tell the difference between the 'most' and 'not-most', then? If you don't mind me asking..."