#rubyfictive

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match icy pence pence i miss you guys </3 </3 -ruby, bfdi fictive

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So we found out that the one alter we have named Ruby is actually a mommy mearest (FNF) fictive and we couldn't figure it out because she's disguised herself to look human and now we have,, *counts on fingers* seven known FNF fictives in our system, and the only way we found out was because our BF fictive finally fronted for the first time, recognized the name, and told our brother that was her.

Damn. I mean, it makes sense and things with her human appearance are lining up with her demon appearance, but I did NOT expect this. Now I'm wondering, because I've gotten both Mommy Mearest and GF on a kin reading if the Agoti AU I got for that kin reading is actually just another fictive.

Our system is already pretty fictive-heavy, with like, 18 out of 24 of our known alters being introjects. I have absolutely no doubts that shit is gonna expand to a larger number the more we manage to connect with certain parts of our headspace. Thankfully I'm not a fictive so I'm not contributing to that number but like wow that's a lot and it's only gonna continue to grow the more we discover about our system

All of our fictives are canon divergent in some way too, so I'm honestly kind of surprised but also excited? Cause they have different stories than what I'm familiar with and I love hearing about how their stories differ from the original canon. And at the same time, I'm absolutely concerned and unprepared cause someone could come in with a really shitty backstory and if I ask them about it they'd probs get upset and I'd just sit there like Q👄Q "man I fucked up lmao"

It's so difficult trying to manage how much energy we use with our body too cause there are so many people here with their own energy levels but the body just,, remains the same and it's irritating to want to do something and have the energy to do it but the body just says "no <3" HAHAH But yeah, that's just a bit of how our life is going right now in case anyone was wondering :')

But enough about moi, time for a daily reminder for all you lovable bitches

Remember, you are loved, worthy, and enough. If you don't have the energy to do something, don't kick yourself for it. Everyone has their limits, so make sure to be careful so as to not overwork yourself. Make sure to drink enough water, get your meds if you haven't, and take care of yourself. You deserve it, you deserve to be happy, and you deserve to be loved. <3

- Ryuko, Wisteria Collective host 💮

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wally i love you so much/p -Ruby(fictive)