@benignhomecoming liked for a starter.
She hadn’t intended to fall asleep -- she’d been rather unable to, in fact, curled up on the cot in the sleeper car, earbuds in as she’d tried to drown out the sounds of the train’s movements under her, of the voices and movements of the other occupants of the train, of the words, and shouts, and sharp retorts of weapons that crowded her thoughts. Images had bled from pencil to paper. A train, in the snow, speeding around the curve of a mountain, not so dissimilar from the one she was on, but -- not. Heavier, boxier. The mountains, sharper and steeper.
A star. Over, and over, the star.
The figure of a man, that same star emblazoned on his shoulder. A chair, and a lab, and eyes that haunted her. Fragmented images. Half blurred in fog, seen through a sheen of frost, or the haze of smoke. Sprawled across pages, in the sketch book that now lay splayed open on the floor beside her where it had fallen from her fingers. Those images had lingered, flickering through her dreams, her sleep fitful at best --
She awoke with a gasp, startling herself upright, a hand thrown out in front of her as if to ward herself from a fall -- Confusion, fear, drowsiness, dancing across her features as she blinked, disconcerted, trying to remember where she was, who she was -- Her eyes found him, found his, hauntingly familiar, and she felt the sudden heat in her cheeks as realization caught up to her, a guilty flush as her gaze darted down to the pages littered across her cot, the book on the floor. “I -- “ Fingers darted out, gathering up, half crumpling pages as she leaned to reach for the book. “Did I -- was I talking in my sleep? Did I wake you?” The words were in half bleary Russian. “I .. I’m sorry, I ... “





