#runningwiththecircus

[dontgiveup689]

May, 1, 2015

Today we had a college preview day, which is the seniors that want to check out a college can for the school day so it was like a field trip of touring a college, but I never really thought I was going to college it just doesn’t seem right to me,but after walking around with a friend you care about so much it makes you think in a different way, like maybe I can do this It just really helped that I was next to a girl I really care about I’d like to say were friends but I care more than that about her Being next to her helped me understand that things change and not everything is permanent that’s really conferring and also terrifying but it helps

[skippingwithdiseases]

got to catch up with an old friend, i guess, today.

it was really nice.

:)

[skippingwithdiseases]

I miss how things use to be.

Like at the beginning of the year, everything was so perfect. I had great bestfriends.

Now I can't even hang out with half of them anymore because their parents hate me.

I just really really miss things.

[fivefivenineone-blog]

Wait, what happened with the boy you were dating? D:

He moved on too quickly from his ex girlfriend of two years and was just trying to fill the void created by her leaving. I guess he liked me, maybe, but I mean, he wasn't ready for another girlfriend.