#rush talk

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Fuck this 😑

- Me, everyday where I think about keep going with my life or trying cocaine

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🙂

Love that Emoji. You can never tell what its mood is.

Is it happy to see you? Yeah, maybe.

Cant it understand your stupidity? There might be a chance.

Is it ready to murder you and hide the body, where nobody, will find it until your body rots away in maggots, unless wild animals scatter your bones all over the forest? Maybe?

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Just waiting for the day, someone comes up to me and demands that I perform Hamilton on my own. And then my time will come!

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Listening to musicals in public is something else.

You don’t hear a single tone from me and my headphones are noise canceling…

But I can’t drop to mimic with my face and holy shit… it’s a miracle that people haven’t locked me up yet.

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The work of a writer is 60% procrastinating, 35% hating yourself for it and 5% actual writing.

OR

I should really write my book

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Me, last week, embracing my mental breakdown, knowing to well that it’s going to fuck me very hard, like Hamilton embraced Maria Reynolds.