Ryan Edward McPherson:
It's been a long time since I've talked to you. Since I've cried about the fact that you're gone. It's been a year and a half since your departure from this world. I've thought about you, but I never did say anything. I miss you, Ry.... I wish you could be here just to say hi again..To light up the room....... Spencer seems okay, right now, but it's been awhile since I've talked to him too. I've been really busy lately..but I know you know that. I know you know I haven't forgotten about you. You're never going to be forgotten. Life isn't fair, and I still can't believe you're never coming back..... I need a Ryan hug right now..I'm so stressed out. You'd know exactly what to say..you always did. I could never talk to anyone the way I could talk to you. You brought me up from some dark places in my life.. Why you?
I still cannot fathom why God chose you. He must have a much bigger plan for you than we all did..
If you could, please send me ONE sign that you're alright. ONE sign that shows RY. I miss you........