It makes me so sad that I feel like I can only talk to him as an anon...,, I'm so ashamed of myself for being a selfish friend, I can't even face him Idek if he wants to talk to me And then sometimes I remember something he told me about why he listens to disney music when he's upset and I question if that's why he reblogs disney occasionally and I don't know I'm probably overthinking things I wish I wasn't so scared of talking to him...













