#rylambles

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I wake from my slumber to give you a PSA:

There's a new palette from Dog Days for 50 pearls called Marshlands. It's a selection of browns and dark greens and they seem to be quite good as a non-plat method of getting some natural brown hair 👀(Heirloom palettes also work but they need plat or money):

Fingers crossed we get a F2P palette that's good for blonde hair sometime!

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Drifter and Eleanor sitting cuddled up with tea as first snow falls outside, wrapped in a blanket, Kalymos and the Drifter’s fave animal companion sleeping at their feet. Drifter using their void powers to let Eleanor have some time away from everyone else’s thoughts. Eleanor using her powers to take Drifter’s mind off the past haunting them.

A brief respite from their worries. No Techrot. No Scaldra. No Indifference. Just two lovers locked in the moment and nothing exists in this moment but their little place in the world.

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the way Amir uses games and entertainment as distractions and escape from his problems and his trauma

the way he masks his anxiety and sadness with smile and humor until he literally cannot keep it up anymore

the way he’s trying to be friendly to everyone and share his interests but afraid of being annoying or too much at the same time and not being told that

the way he literally exists with all his tapping and fidgeting and stimming

DE where did you get a mirror to my soul so accurate?

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One of my WoW guildies got into Warframe. He got to the Second Dream and this occurred (edit done by hubs)

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I was appreciating Ellie's eyes, as one does, and when I was taking a screenshot I got photobombed by sprodling

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I broke the game. I was fishing and got stuck in a rock. Typed /unstuck, it teleported me out far away, still as the golden maw. Right into a pack of mob, I die, after res I was this thing.

Then transference out I can do but can't do transference in anymore and I get no decrees, so I had to quit😅

(It's been reported to DE so I'm sharing for laughs)

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Update things so far:

After TOP surgery:

Kay took me 5h of readjusting between two days but I finally bigbrained a visage ink that acts as her scar and I need a pale complexion with more freckles. stat. But I kinda like how she looks now. :3

I readjusted Vela some more after the quest (gonna have to replay the trauma blender when available I took like 580 screenshots) and I like that the presets do look similar between the two but wish there were more face presets, feels like there's a lot missing.

Trauma blender (the quest) made me sob and ugly cry and there's few games that made me cry and even fewer that made me cry multiple times and Warframe is one of them.

Some sillies:

Forgot to turn off Enemy Highlighting (this is part that's present at Tennocon Demo so I'm not considering that proper spoilers):

and the Hex Finale screen is bugged for me, Amir briefly loses his head

MOST IMPORTANTLY, YOU CAN PET KALYMOS NOW AND GET A TITLE FROM THAT

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You know, now that you’ve mentioned it on my amir post. Amir’s scars around his eyes on how you said that salt water is more conductive. It also just hit me that when you have a high friendship rank or partnered with him, Amir lets his guard down around you and trusts you a lot (the drifter) and cries, and he cries a lot actually in the conversations you share along with him that are extremely personal or traumatic. 🥺

Aahhh…just. This man needs all the love seriously! The realisations…heeeccck.

Yes. ;_;

I’ve spent untold hours analysing the chat flowcharts, visual character design and insights, cutscene expressions, everything.

I am absolutely feral and playing into the sillies but Amir makes me feel so many more things beyond that.

There’s a reason one of the first posts I ever did (and apparently it’s still the most liked post) on this blog was about the side of his that really shows up when he comes into the backroom. The side of his that he slowly unravels as he trusts the Drifter more. There is a reason why the dialogues where he opens up about his problems open up the path to dating him. And why lack of support means he’d break up with you.

I still wish they kept at least some of the Tennocon preview mall quotes because the brain hug quote and Eleanor talking about Amir being one of them live both in my head RENT FREE.

Also while for example Lettie’s retelling is also terrifying, the way Amir describes his experience, him needing two tries to tell the full story (first try he stops before he tells the story of turning Protoframe), the sheer spectrum of trauma and terror in his retelling of the events made it feel REAL. And the emotions I felt were just as real.

DE LET ME FUCKING HUG HIM AND THE OTHER HEX I BEG OF YOU.

I HAVE SO MANY THOUGHTS AND EMOTIONS ABOUT THIS MAN IT’S UNREAL.