hellooo I’m having a real shitty time irl and I love your blog, so I’m here with headcanons.
first time with Scar, because I’m obsessed with him an unhealthy amount. I’m imagining him being sooo gentle and sweet with whoever it is (let’s just say Grian) at first, but once they both get comfortable and into it he starts going wild.
its a tight fit for the first time with how big he is, Grian probably feels like he’s getting a factory reset. How’s he ever supposed to go back to being normal after being stuffed with that? The fact that it’s Scar makes it so much better, he almost comes as soon as Scar is finally all the way in.
Scar probably goes slow at first because he knows he’s big, he’s not an idiot, and he doesn’t want to hurt him. Too bad Grian is in absolute bliss. Queue a 9 hour fuck session
Bonus points if being vex means Scar has a shorter refractory period, or none at all.
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oouuugggg anon... first of all, SUCKS that life is Attacking you like that, second of all I think you've given me wings. Yes I do believe Grian should get to be stuffed full of Scar, as a treat <3 SORRY THIS TOOK SO LONG!! i got sooo carried away... this is just a snippet, lookout for the full fic on ao3 👀
> More below the cut ♡ [Trans FTM Grian]
Scar's just so considerate, so slow and gentle at first. He takes his time making sure Grian is ready and comfortable—and despite the nerves hammering at his ribcage, he makes sure to perform. When he slowly backs Grian up onto the bed, he's nothing but delicate and sensual, an adoring smile accompanying the hunger sneaking its way into his warm eyes.
He leans down to crowd around Grian, supporting himself with his elbows on either side of Grian's head and effectively caging in a bird of flight against soft bed sheets, though it does nothing to make Grian feel trapped. Scar presses his lips to his lover's collarbone, tentative kisses trailing down as he whispers, "is this alright?"
At the quick nod he receives, he moves one arm down, tracing the soft 'V' shape where Grian's torso meets his pelvis. "You wanna go all the way?"
The temperature in the room rises. Of course, he feels more than hears the shaky exhale that Grian offers him before a slight nod. He needs words- and he tells his lover as much.
In response, quiet and embarrassed but no less sure, "please. I—... need you..."
And that's enough for Scar. He tugs Grian's trousers down, purposefully leaving his boxers up just to smile at the wet patch on the front, such clear evidence of the pure want radiating from Grian. He shifts down the length of the bed to mouth at the hard peak in Grian's boxers, warm breath ghosting over the wetness that continues to spread. After a few whines from Grian get the better of him (and his own arousal is straining against the fabric confining it), Scar sits up and brackets his lover’s legs with his knees, if only for better balance. Finally, he moves to tug Grian's boxers down.
He wastes no time getting his mouth on Grian's dick, sucking in softly just to hear those pretty cries as Grian bucks his hips up against Scar's lips. Grian's already wet, so eager to take Scar in and they've barely even started.
Scar brings a resting hand to feel at the entrance of Grian's front sex, teasing him with just a finger running over his entrance, never fully dipping in- barely holding back from giving Grian exactly what he wanted. Scar just wants to make his lover feel good, after all.
"Scar, just—stop teasing!" Grian's impatient whine comes out not as strict as he wanted it to sound, more simply desperate. Scar can work with that. He shifts away a bit, moving up the bed to press open-mouthed kisses to just below Grian's jaw, one arm moving to support himself right above Grian's head, the other still guiding fingers across a wet cunt.
Scar doesn’t warn him. His hands are gentle, though, when he pushes a single wet finger into Grian, drawing out a soft and embarrassingly high gasp. A sigh of Scar's name, and another joins it, stretching Grian out and massaging his walls. Scar isn't trying to make Grian cum right now, but God, he's so close already. He knows that two fingers are nothing compared to what's been promised for later this night, but he's already so close.
Scar spreads his fingers—knuckle deep—inside of Grian, smiling against his lover's warm neck as he feels the way Grian moans shamelessly at the feeling of being stretched. A third finger stuffs him full, and a fourth finger makes his wet cunt ache, and fuck, he can't wait to take Scar.
Four fingers rubbing against his sweetest spots and stuffing him so nice and full quickly lead him to throw his head back as his vision blurs, clenching helplessly around Scar's fingers. It takes less than a few minutes for Grian to come down from his high. He's so eager, after all.
When Grian opens his eyes again, unsure of when he had closed them, he's met with the hungry warmth of Scar's own. He nods nonsensically, murmuring out little please’s and Scar’s as he squirms impatiently atop the warm sheets. He can hear the ruffling of clothing, but he's not really paying attention to what he's seeing until he sees a large, scarred hand resting atop exactly what he needs inside of him, at this very moment.
The little moans that Scar lets out as he strokes himself with a hand covered in Grian's slick could be recorded and worshipped, Grian thinks. Grian also thinks, similarly, that he wouldn't mind getting on his knees to worship right now.
Scar's unfairly even voice (Scar really hopes his nerves aren't seeping through) snaps him out of that fantasy, however. Another time. "You all ready, Songbird?" A brief pause follows him.
Quiet, and still. For a moment, only their heavy breaths occupy the barely-there space between.
Then, "yes, please—Scar, I want you." He's almost surprised at how sure he sounds, but then again, he's always been sure of this want; this yearning and desire has always been fact.
He doesn't have control over the way his hips twitch upwards. Not when he feels the head of Scar's cock prodding at his cunt, spreading the wetness to his oversensitive clit and drawing a high whine from him. Scar leans down again to greet Grian's jaw with soft kisses before slowly easing the tip inside.
And oh, God—Grian’s so gone already. Scar’s cock stretches him out so perfectly, fills him out in all the best ways with every inch that presses deeper inside. His eyes had shut some time ago and he can’t even bring himself to try and remember when, not when he feels this good. He knows Scar isn’t all the way in yet. Logically, he does know—but he also doesn’t quite process that. There’s so much of Scar inside of him that every slip further in just pulls Grian’s breath straight out, again and again, drawing him dizzy and dazed by the time their hips are flush.
Grian's head is thrown back against the pillow, mouth open in a long, now silent moan, and he revels in the feeling of being so full. He's never felt like this before, never felt so ultimately complete. Never until now, every shift against the bedsheets making Scar’s cock rub so deliciously against Grian's inner walls.
Even as still as they both are—Scar panting above him, giving him time to adjust—Grian can feel every vein along Scar's cock. He feels the way his lover fills in every crevice, the tip pushing against his cervix with an aching kind of pleasure that'll turn to bruises come the morning, far beneath where anyone will be able to see.
Grian’s getting impatient now, with every moment that passes by while Scar's not fucking him into the mattress. He knows his lover is being nice and considerate, letting him adjust—but Scar's just so big. Grian's literally never going to get used to him, so there's no point in waiting.
Plus, Grian wants to feel him.
It takes about a minute of his insistent whining and grinding his hips against Scar's for his lover to finally break and start to move. The slow drag of his cock pulling out to the tip drives Grian mad, even more so when he pushes in again, taking his sweet time to meet Grian's hips with his. Grian wants Scar to snap his hips hard and fast, make it ache.
“Scar… Mmn, are you—are you that close to cumming already?” He's trying to get a rise out of his lover. Scar's not the reactive type, but Grian is just so desperate for it, he's not above being a brat.
Thinking long and hard about Grian bent over under a horse. Naturally Scar is the one who talked him into it, but once he's actually on the breeding bench and Scar's bringing the horse over, he's suddenly unsure if he really wants to go through with this. He doesn't even see the horse, facing away from it, but he can hear its loud footsteps, and he's starting to fear for his life.
There's no getting out of this, though. As the horse looms over him and he feels a hand bring its cock to his cunt, he feels his breath caught in his throat. There's no way it's going to fit in him. Sure, Scar stretched him out beforehand - got his whole fist in his cunt - but it isn't enough. The horse is going to break him.
The tip pops into his cunt after a few tries, and already it's such a stretch. Very quickly more and more gets practically shoved into him, the horse not being careful at all and only wanting to get its dick wet and fuck the tight hole under it.
The horse's dick gets in him further and further until it presses against his cervix and Grian thinks that surely that's enough, right? It can't get any further. But the horse keeps thrusting, keeps trying, and it catches him soooo off-guard when it actually forces his way through and he comes immediately around the horse's cock.
He then gets absolutely no reprieve as the horse starts properly fucking him, each thrust making him sooo loose as it fucks into him, right past his cervix and into his womb each time. Grian can't do anything but lean against the breeding bench and take it as he's filled over and over, cunt getting loose and sloppy around the large cock carving space for itself in him.
Grian can't get over how much the horse stretches him, filling him up so much. And then, when the head of the horse's cock flares and cum spills inside him, he only gets filled even more as it gets poured into his womb, stomach rounding out. The bulge stays even after the horse pulls out and some of the cum leaks down his thighs. Grian whines at the emptiness and tries to clench to keep it in but he's so stretched out he doesn't accomplish much. It only causes a little more to spill out.
And maybe Scar has a few horses lined up to fuck Grian. That one fucks him and comes and walks away, allowing another horse to come up and fuck him. The slide is a little easier now from how loose Grian is and the cum filling him. In the end, Grian's filled with a lot of cum, all poured into his womb and so much he looks pregnant, with more spilling out.
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Another idea is Grian sucking a horse's cock. He can't wrap his lips around the head, but he can kiss the sides and work his mouth on it as much as he can fit. Scar encourages him to practically make out with it, so he suckles on the tip, digging his tongue in, hands stroking the rest.
He's desperate for the horse to come in his mouth but it still catches him off-guard when it does. Scar tells him he needs to swallow it, so with each spurt of cum that fills his mouth, Grian tries desperately to swallow it all, to not let a single drop go to waste. He continues to stroke the cock, moaning as more and more fills his mouth.
