series 33 episode 1:
ohh shit i forgot it opened like this. with the blood in the ambulance station
mia :(
ethan's come in on his day off because eddie has some research papers he needs or something and connie just won't tell him what's happened at all. she says he's helping the police with an enquiry and has been suspended and he asks why they arrested him and she's like "i'm not at liberty to say" "i was his mentor, so don't i have a right to know?" "well considering the circumstances-" "i would but i don't know what they are!" 😭 i get that the reason she's hesitant to tell him is because it's alicia (even though they aren't even together*) but like literally everyone else knows at this point, eddie was arrested right in front of everybody who was there so it's not like it's a secret and he's right he was his mentor so it doesn't make sense not to tell him
*that reminds me actually, they'd fallen out and weren't speaking when eddie first joined the ed, and they had literally only just made up on the day of the competition, so why did eddie think they were together? they just have that energy around them where it's so obvious how they feel about each other i guess😭
connie says that she's a doctor down because of eddie so asks ethan to stay and work and he says he can't so she'll have to ask someone else and goes "what about alicia?" and she's like "dr munroe's off sick, so if you take minors?" "hang on, has something happened to alicia?" and connie and charlie look uncomfortable so he's like "let me guess, you're not at liberty to say."😭😭😭
iain is saying that mia's answered all the questions well enough that they can't deem her an immediate risk or something and then he gets the call for alicia on the radio "female fallen through glass window, reports of massive blood loss" and iain recognises the address as being alicia's house
iain says they can take it but ruby isn't sure about leaving😬 iain says that alicia's his friend and that mia passed the test with flying colours and she always does
alicia :(
OOF that is one nasty crash
god🙁
iain realising it was mia who jumped from the bridge and she's saying she doesn't want to die😢
alicia and ruby are trapped in the back of the ambulance and alicia's losing consciousness so ruby's like "tell me about your day" and alicia's like "that's a bad place to start"😭😭
alicia says she needs another tourniquet but they don't have another so ruby's suggests the cord in her trousers and alicia's like "we've only just met"😭
aww ethan's texting alicia saying he's heard she's not very well🥺 well that's not technically wrong at this point
alicia talking ruby through reducing her shoulder dislocation
ethan overhears connie telling jan and sam that iain and ruby's ambulance was involved in the crash and that they were bringing in alicia and he tries to go with them but connie's like "absolutely not." and he's like "but it's alicia!" and says they need a consultant and she says they need someone who will be objective and sends dylan😭
sam goes "hop in! it'll just be like old times" and dylan goes "will it? working with my ex wife and the man that she had an affair with at a motorway pileup? yes, sweet sweet memories. great days." SJJSFGJ
"alicia, ethan's asking after you"🥺🥺🥺
when they're treating alicia rash says to ethan "i was questioned by the police earlier. you don't think eddie had something to do with this do you?" and connie tells him off for gossiping and ethan's like ?????? 😭😭😭
uh oh a fire
sam...
oof the explosion. sam was thrown against the ambulance window but doesn't appear to have any visible shrapnel injuries... if only she'd still got checked over😫
so ethan apparently knows now. i guess he just asked rash as soon as they were out of connie's earshot. he's taken alicia to ct and is asking her why she didn't tell him. bestie she tried SO MANY times😭😭 other things kept getting in the way
elle asks rash if he's ever seen a reboa done before and he's like "i've watched one on the internet" and she's like "that'll have to do" sjdskjfd
aww ruby :(
duffy was raped in the very first series right? i'm pretty sure it was early on anyway. she tells ethan "[alicia] doesn't need your advice or your pity, or for you to be some kind of a hero. what she does need is your friendship. can you do that?"
aw rash getting the cpr stool. short king <3
sam's alone in the ambulance station and her radio isn't working.......
oh no she's discovered her injury :(
THIS SCENEEEE ethan finds alicia on the ward and recites his favourite quote "here i stand, atoms with consciousness, matter with curiosity, a universe of atoms, an atom in the universe. do you remember that?" she shakes her head "you added that to my dating profile" i wonder if she would've remembered if she hadn't had the day she'd just had, or the few months she's just had, because she did know it off by heart at the time and it seemed like she's learnt it purely because she knew feynman was ethan's favourite physicist (i posted this a while back)
"i never told you but that's one of my favourite quotes" "you have a favourite quote?" "yeah? doesn't everyone?" "no" ssdfjjdg he's such a nerd (affectionate) "okay well, it was one of the moments that i realised i loved being around you. and i know that with everything that's happened, i haven't been there for you recently, and i'm so sorry. but i am now, okay?" and he goes and holds her hand I LOVE THEMMMM🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺
sammmmm :(((((
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i don't understand, did they bring sam back just to kill her off??? like what was the point??
