No wait because if I was mulder and I went through an insane trippy experience in which I hallucinated kissing my partner who I am in love with then finally got back to the real world and woke up in a hospital after she saved me where I softly, quietly, earnestly, and genuinely told her that I loved her only for her to respond with an eye roll and "oh brother" I don't think I'd come back from that. That would be so mortifying oh my god how did he deal with that.












