𝑨𝑵𝑮𝑺𝑻𝒀 𝑸𝑼𝑬𝑺𝑻𝑰𝑶𝑵 𝑷𝑹𝑶𝑴𝑷𝑻𝑺. ▓ ❛ are you sure you’re gonna be okay on your own? ❜ @sacredpit
Tension grips her heart as she sits across from Kakyoin, a pang of agony as a glint in her eyes which are downcasted at the cuffs on her wrists. How to even begin to talk about what’s been going on in her head is impossible despite how warm Kakyoin had been to her throughout her life. She wants to cry—no, HOWL at what’s transpired. . .Jolyne always had reservations for her father but the immense guilt is ever present and lingers on her mind like a plague, and lately, it’s caused nightmare-induced insomnia that no medication seemed to help.
❝. . .You know I will. ❞ despite the normal gusto in her voice, it’s weak, her hands balling into fists as she sniffs. ❝ I don’t have any other choice. ❞ parental traits rub off on her, her green hues drifting up and past Kakyoin’s expression to glance at it for a moment before it’s focused in at a camera in the visitation room. ❝. . .I’m sorry. ❞ lids relax, a deeper inhale taken in and exhaled, ❝ I. . .I fucked up, and because of it my father is. . .❞ The sensitive nature given by her mother nearly surfaces before she pauses, her teeth grinding together as she leans back in her seat, her eyes drifting upward.
❝ I’ll fix it. No matter what it takes. If I leave, I can’t save him. ❞ her tone is saddened but absolute, a perfect blend of those who bore her. ❝⸻I just wish we. . .❞ she looks down, at Kakyoin, ❝ Could have seen one another again on better terms. This is just. . .so fucking stupid. ❞ exasperation coddles her voice as she shakes her head in disbelief.
Even though it wasn’t brought up to her, she knew something had gone on between Kakyoin and her father but truthfully. . .it didn’t matter nor phase her in the slightest. When Jotaro did speak of him, it always came with the faintest nostalgic warmth, something unlike anything she had ever seen in him before. Her father didn’t need to say anything. She already knew—but her mother. . that was an entirely different story. While she loved her mother, the only one who did SHOW UP to see her was Jotaro, but the reality of what happened to him after was even more than painful. Fuck Romeo, and fuck her lawyer⸻How the hell was she going tell her mom? Would she even care?
❝ Are you okay ? ❞ Jolyne leans forward, her brows knitting in worry as she speaks, her thoughts of her mother subsiding as she focuses on the redhead across from her. ❝ I’m sure this has been. . .a nightmare for you.❞ another pause, her voice quivering as she continues, ❝ I’m so. . .sorry, Kakyoin. ❞ Tears finally surface, as she heavily breathes in from her nostrils in an attempt to clear her eyes but the tears spill, cascading down her cheeks as she presses her forehead to the table, soft sobs taking hold as her hands clench into tight fists, her tan knuckles turning white as a fist hits the metal table twice. ❝ I know. . .That he was more than a friend to you—❞ words are muffled against the table as she remains face down, not strong enough to meet the lavender gaze across from her. ❝ It’s my fault—❞












