@sacrosanctdeceit continued from here
most of mary’s weight fell on to joseph, holding on to him tightly as they walked. she was far gone tonight, something she wasn’t planning on. she usually gave herself some kind of limit, but tonight she wasn’t sure what made her break it. it probably had to do strongly with the group of college aged kids who kept egging her on to do more shots. but as soon as they had left for the night, she found her self drinking alone. she usually was out of the bars before being kicked out at closing time, but once again things weren’t going as planned. as none of the bartenders had the ability to walk her home that night she had to call her husband.
❝ sorry ― ❞ it took awhile for her to properly get her words out. ❝ sorry for being such a fuck up. ❞ she was definitely sobering up, but she wasn’t exactly sure this was what she wanted right now. it was only making her emotional when she wanted to just pass out without having to think of her emotions. it was also doing a fine job at her realizing that she’s going to practically be immoblie for half the day tomorrow with an awful hangover. however she was still drunk enough that she wasn’t going to remember most of the night. ❝ i think... i think i need help, joseph, ❞ she said quietly, looking down at the pavement.



















