#sadgiving

[vainasmias]

No ha sido un día tan lindo para mi, pero por lo menos me inspiré. 

[iatelunchtoday]

Sadgiving...

All the holidays are closing in slowly and I find myself at this vey moment; actually every moment... with the thought of you. To think I could have been next to you tonight, waking up next to you but in reality we no longer belong to one another. 

I miss you so much, it's crazy how time has flied and I now have to live with knowing other women get you, your love, and all I get is your hate. I wonder if you received my gift yet and then again I don't want to know. All I know is I want you all over me, loving me the way you do, the way that makes me feel like no other. In your book I don't feel like I have to compete with any girl and you spoil me with so much attention. 

It's such a difference to feel when someone truly cares about you, how they make love to you. They are not in it for the fuck, they are in it to please just you. You, my love are no comparison to that other guy. That idiot that can go fuck his molly, but you are everything.

I will always kick myself for not realizing this sooner because now all I want is to relive that moment between you and I on your bed...