when i wake up, i will be 200 days self harm free.
thank you to my becca and nathan boo for helping me realize how much i can mean to someone so little. thank you to everyone who i have met through tumblr who i have learned are healthy friends for me including breton, andrew, jean, rachel, kendra, brig, bekah, selena and probably some others. thank you to katey and barb, who i also follow on here, but i know you both outside of tumblr too. thank you to kat and my birthday buddy noelle (bitches we almost 2 and 22!) for helping me realize that how my family treats me is not ok and helping me figure out how to tell my doctors to get help. and thank you most of all to my best friend, you are amazing and i can never thank you enough for helping me find my way to my recovery, even if i do stumble off sometimes and don't always easily find my way back. i love you so much and i honestly have no idea where i would be if you didn't continue to stand by my side..."you find out who your friends are"...I truly have found one who i have discovered to be one true friend (and others mentioned in this post)...
ya im not waking up at like 6:45 to make this post and im not doing so great, so i kinda needed this.