#saiika

[coffeehands]

B&W Sketch Comm for @aestheticcannibal & @saiika

[souyogurt]

yosuke e7, souji c8?

BONUS SOOJ:

[avpdnoisearchive]

@saiika replied to your post “i get very upset when other people are also interested in My Interests...”

holy shit I feel the same way whenever I try to reach out and find people who like the same things as me... I think it ties into avpd in the aspect that there's potential that they don't like the thing in the same way as you? and there's potential rejection there... and because avpd has to do with feeling inferior so maybe you feel as if they must be a better fan and that their opinions must be better than yours but you don't agree with them so it becomes spiteful which leads to jealousy... I would try to keep in mind that your feelings for something are just as valid as other peoples and you're entitled to like something just as much as they are

!!! i think u hit the nail on the head !!! i never thought of it in terms of rejection but that’s definitely what i’m feeling. the spitefulness and jealousy is really intense as well but i wasn’t able to pinpoint that that’s what i was feeling! thank you so much, this genuinely is incredibly helpful!

and i will definitely try to keep that in mind. my coping strategy thus far is to distance myself from fandoms which is a very avoidant thing to do but obviously not great. i’ll definitely try to be more positive about it and remind myself of your advice and maybe in time i’ll internalize those thoughts 

[feralcleric]

I think the video w the dog has music from animal crossing ?? not sure which song though

OHHH ok that sounds right lol

thanks for letting me know!

[feralcleric]

saiika replied to your post “Souji, wracked with guilt for weeks because he impulsively ate the...”

omfg... then like... he buys her 3 puddings to make up for it but she'd already forgotten about her pudding so it's just another fun surprise from big bro

yes.... he brings her to junes to apologize but she doesnt even care she’s just Psyched to go

[humanmorph]

saiika hat auf deinen Eintrag geantwortet: im so emo about drawn to life……..

dude I miss drawn to life??? also I bought the sequel at gamestop for only 1$ the other day u should keep an eye out !

OOOH nice... ur right i should check at gamestop first before i order it...!!

[souyogurt]

4, 12, 20, 31? 🐔

4. What are you looking forward to?Dorming next year !! With u lmao get ready kid12. What is something you want right now?Chinese food :’)20. What is your favorite song at the moment?hhhh I have like 6 currently holding up as favorite so I’ll post them allThe Necrophile’s Bride I Wonder If You’ll Say You’re SorryA Doll’s VoiceChateau Cepage no HigekiThe Name of the SinThis fucking trainwreck of a song lmao31. 3 random facts- I can see without my glasses and can go days without wearing them, but I still need to wear them because my sight is much worse than I give myself credit for- I’m mediocre at DDR but still better than some normies- Strawberry is my favorite flavor for most things and a second runner up for fruit is lemon

Thank u !!

[humanmorph]

o how about olivia from fea?

character: hate them | don’t really care | like them | LOVE them | THEY ARE MY PRECIOUS

ship with:  hmm i like chrom/olivia better than any other chrom ship almost.. also i actually forgot if they even have supports but olivia/panne sounds good honestly

friendship them with:  libra, gaius, lon’qu ?, inigo (her son)

general opinions: if i ever actually play a male unit ill probably pick her as my wife ? i love her ? shes pink and pretty and nice