Blue Quartz, Fluorite, Petalite, Malachite and Garnet!
Blue Quartz: List five things that make you happy.
Spending time with a person that I really really love. Finding the perfect playlist that is exactly the kind of thing i want to jam to or get lost in at that particular moment. Cooking or baking something new and having it turn out really well. That moment when I finish reading a book, or finish an art journal or a zine i’ve been working on for a while. Moments when I feel like I’ve found a home, where I really belong.
Petalite: List the steps of an ordinary day of yours.
Well, for weekdays, it’s breakfast, work, dinner, and then I usually do something creative and chill out in my room for the rest of the night. For weekends I try to read and art and maybe play a video game or something, but go outside at least once for a walk or to take my book to a picnic table/patio and do whatever i’m doing in the sunlight!
Garnet: What have your emotions been lately?
For nearly a year now, maybe less but at least since last fall, I’ve been really like. anxious and depressed and its changed me a lot and not always in good ways. i feel like i’ve distanced myself from a lot of friends, not intentionally but just because i have been so listless and tired and scared for so much of that time. but i feel like in the past few weeks things might have started to look up a little bit? i’m hoping? i keep getting hints of some kind of feeling like, i’m on the right track, i’ve got a job that i like, i’m loved, i’m trying to find my own style of art and creativity that is no one else’s, im thinking about art projects i want to do, and what i’ll be busying myself with during the semester, and i’m thinking about what lies ahead in the future and i’m excited about it, so i guess my current emotions have been...tentative hope? and coming out of a dark spot that i really want to leave behind and i think maybe i can do that? it will take a lot of support from ppl but i think i can do it!
and fluorite and malachite i already did! :)
