#sam's rambles

[ilovethatlilfuckedupblondkid]

Craig who realizes that him and Tweek have been actually in love after forty whole years of being together and like twenty five years of being married and Tweek who is like "???????did you fucking think we got married and raised like seven generations of Stripes together for the sake of a town we don't even fucking live in anymore???"

[symbiotic-slime]

once school is not killing me I will post my silly thoughts about a venom/dispatch crossover. unfortunately I have one billion assignments due right now that I did not plan for so you can imagine the kind of stress that I'm under

[sams-dumping-ground]

I'm in a bit of a situation. I apologise, but this is a bit of a vent as well as a plea. Thank you in advance for taking the time to read.

Simply put I am a trans guy and the people I live with are starting to refuse to use my chosen name over my deadname. They have also proven to me the reason why they won't use my chosen pronouns too.

Saying that until I have it on paper they're just going to use my deadname and that they won't accept it until it is on paper. Essentially forcing my hand to become a med trans person.

I am currently trying to get into the process of sorting out my commission prices so I can properly get myself out there to get them rolling. For now I only have quick sketch comms available, which can be found on my art blog, @just-sams-art.

If you can help out or just want a commission I will be greatly appreciative. Thank you for taking the time out of your day to listen to me and read this post.

[abyssreturning]

Why the fuck am I thinking about the rot™ at 3:45am on a work night while trying to sleep

I swear if I have another rot dream I'm gonna implode....I guess!!!! Idk what I'll do but I'm just rambling lmfaoooo

Though on the same note at least the rot hasn't consumed me lately that always feels weird as a super lucid dreamer...

[phansbian]

giffing the phanniversary vid feels like i keep getting shot

[its-xiu-ya-time]

i personally think that the more binghe finds out about shen jiu the angrier he would get

liu qingge, the man you constantly hurled death threats at. the man you hated so much for years upon years, the man you constantly fought with. you didn't kill him; you tried to save him. you tried to save him when he was dying.

and yet you didn't hesitate to send an innocent child, your own disciple, to his death?

a young master from a wealthy family sneering at others in disgust and abusing his position of power as he pleases? that makes sense. a poor and hungry child slave who crawled his way up to the position he was now? who was abused and beaten on by a rich young master himself?

and yet you didn't hesitate to beat an innocent child, your own disciple, the same way you were once beaten?

to quote my friend when i was talking about this earlier: "how dare you be a good person. you ruined my life."

they're so fascinating to me (spoken like i'm looking at two lab rats in a cage)

[kindahecticinside]

Alot of the time, I genuinely hate having adhd because I did not get the 'energizer bunny' kind that people automatically think of when they hear 'adhd' (if you have no real prior knowledge of it that is). No, I got the kind where I have no energy all day, every day, 24/7, 365 days a year, but my brain is running at lightspeed every waking second of the day. Combined type adhd, that's what it reads on my diagnosis report.

But sometimes, sometimes, I marvel at the ideas my brain comes up with, solutions to problems I didn't even know I was having. The hyperfocus kicks in and that's it, I'm invincible for a short amount of time, but the inevitable burn out comes and I'm back to square one.

All this to say, if I could be, I'd still choose to be medicated because this ain't it. Right now I'm having about 2-3 good days a month, life is ticking by and I feel like I'm stuck.

No real point to this post, just shouting into the void in a space I feel safe in <3

[brainfilehasstoppedworking]

Have any of y'all seen "Who Framed Roger Rabbit"?

Such a good movie. Just one of those films that are a classic.

Anyways, I wanna draw Taichi and Takaaki as Roger and Jessica. Takaaki in Jessica's red dress has got me going "AWOOGA!" And Taichi as Roger is just a cute pick. Just have them in a couple's costume thing lol.