public dispersion of my writing is so... weird. Because it's something I want and something I like a lot, but at the same time every time I write something I'm sitting here staring at the tags like 'I don't even wanna tag this, I want it to fade off into the ether tbh'.
And it's not because I'm ashamed of my writing, either, I'm just sorta terrified of fandom. Like let me just put my back to the wall in my little nice friendly corner of fandom(s) and share. But it doesn't really happen quite like that and I like things to be accessible, too, so...
It's just messy. And I've been thinking about it more lately.










