Woah there.
Life has been a roller coaster kind of ride lately. Different emotions all at the same time. Worries, sadness (sometimes), a little bit of frustrations here and there, but mostly excitement and happiness. Well, if it is even possible to be sad and happy at the same time. But I think it is because I’m feeling it. Haha
I have been busy mostly with my wedding this June and with work as well. Yes, I am getting married very soon and Jed and I’s relationship went on a rocky phase for quite sometime. I don’t know, maybe because of stress and some other things. And I was asking myself, if it is normal that we feel this way considering that we are gonna settle down really really soon so I thought to myself it’s supposed to be all lovey dovey all the time. But the truth is, it cannot be that way. Cos, first, life is not perfect, I am not perfect, Jed is not perfect as well. Life is one hell of a bumpy road so we should expect things to be shaky once in a while regardless of the time. And in our case, regardless if we are getting married really soon. Shit will still happen. Right? But in the end we were able to get over that phase and we are now on a smooth road. Thank God. But of course, we should be ready to, again, conquer bumpy roads together until it’s smooth again and it’s bumpy again and smooth again and so on. You know, it’s a cycle.
Okay, now I am gonna talk about my work. I just recently quit law school and I am on a phase where I am still tryna find myself and what is for me. But of course while doing that, I still need money to get through life. Haha! And so I tried this online teaching thing. I was hired and I’ve been teaching English to Chinese kids for more than a month now. I could say that it’s okay. I always complain that it is tiring and stressful and just generally makes my back hurt. Haha. But honestly, it’s a nice job. You’re just at home and you still have your time in your hands. And with regard to the salary, I could say it could provide for a whole family if you are hardworking enough.
Okay, what else? Hm, just that, I think. Now, I am trying my best to enjoy the time that I have with my family because I am gonna move out real soon. Our house is not so far from Jed’s house but it will still be different to not wake up every morning and see their faces. I don’t think I will ever be ready for that. But in life, there will be changes and most of these changes would require you to step out of your comfort zone. Well, let’s just cross the bridge when we get there.
Have a wonderful life, loveycakes. Peace out.