Pyeong Sang-wook | NSFW Alphabet
Warning: +18, smut, bondage, kinks, mention of violence. fem!reader
Note: English is not my first language so feel free to tell me if there are any mistakes.
A - Aftercare:
He would likely be silent and physical. He’s not one for long conversations or talking about his day. He'll stay by your side, his hand possibly resting heavily on your hip or thigh. He might offer to cuddle, but he'd do it awkwardly and stiffly at first, as if unsure how to perform the action, until he relaxes. If he has to get up, he’ll cover you without saying a word, making sure you are comfortable.
B - Body Part:
His favorite of himself: The strength of his hands and his physical power. Not out of vanity, but because they are his only tools for survival, fighting, and doing his "job" (whether as a hitman or protecting others).
His favorite of his partner: Your eyes or your smile. He is very observant and contemplative. He is drawn to the goodness and denial of despair he sees in people. He would want to see that light reflected in your eyes or in a genuine smile, a contrast to the darkness of his own life.
C - Cum:
Sang-wook wouldn't care about a specific destination. However, due to his rugged and possessive personality hidden beneath his distant exterior, he would want to be able to finish inside you, as he considers it an act of deep intimacy he wouldn't share with just anyone.
But given the apocalyptic situation and the lack of access to safe contraceptives, Sang-wook would prioritize safety. He would be practical and avoid the risk of pregnancy. His preference would be to finish outside or use the pull-out method. While he values intimacy, his sense of responsibility would outweigh the desire to finish inside.
D - Dirty Secret:
His dirty secret is a fascination with total submission that borders on coercive control. It's not enough for you to just say "yes"; he needs to see and feel the absolute negation of any resistance, a complete physical and emotional surrender. Although he would never cause you unnecessary harm, the idea of having such power over someone is exciting, knowing that his strength is absolute and the other person implicitly trusts he won't cross the line.
E - Experience:
A lot, but dry. He is a 32-year-old man who has been a construction worker and a hitman. He has had purely physical and casual encounters, perhaps as a way to relieve tension or in the context of his "gangster" life. It's very likely he knows what he's doing physically, but lacks the emotional and intimate experience.
F - Favourite Position:
Doggy Style or any position that gives him a sense of control and domination without needing to be soft or romantic. It allows him to be strong and rough without having to deal with the visual intimacy that he would find uncomfortable.
G - Goofy:
Extremely serious. Any attempt at humor on his part will be harsh sarcasm or a taunt. He is not a person who laughs easily, especially in an intimate context, where he is more likely to be focused with an acute gaze.
H - Hair:
Unkempt, but naturally clean. He is "not someone who cares much about his appearance." He is likely to have body hair, especially a bit of pubic hair, but due to his lifestyle he is likely to shower regularly. His scruffy beard and hair support this.
I - Intimacy:
Rough, physical, and then unexpectedly tender. Sex would start as a release of tension, strong and straightforward, according to his brusque nature. However, his growing humanity suggests that since he trusts you, that rough edge would break. It would end with a simple, profound gesture, like taking your hand and smiling.
J - Jack off:
Yes, but sporadically. It would be an activity to discharge the physical and mental stress of his stressful life as a worker, probably alone or with a drink.
K - Kink:
Functional Bondage. The scene where he is seen torturing a bound hostage demonstrates that he is familiar with the use of restraint and ties. He could find a dark pleasure in using those restraints, not to cause pain, but to increase intensity and the feeling of control.
L - Location:
Wherever he feels safe. Given his circumstances, the most accessible location is not necessarily the most private, but the one that offers the maximum security against being discovered or interrupted. This could be an abandoned car in the parking lot, the market at night, or, finally, in the privacy of an apartment in the building.
M - Motivation:
He is excited by the idea of you focusing on his scar and not avoiding it. That you touch it, kiss it, or even bite it with intention, transforming his pain into desire.
He also gets aroused by being taken or used by you with an overwhelming physical urgency. As he is a dom in sex, he finds it exciting when you make an exception and he can be the passive object of your crude and desperate desire. He wants his strength to be the tool that is demanded and utilized.
N - NO:
Disrespect or unnecessary cruelty. Despite his brutality, Sang-wook is guided by a strict code: punishing evil with evil. He wouldn't like a sexual game that felt like cruel and meaningless torture, as his violence is reserved for those he doesn't consider good people.
O - Oral:
He has a preference for giving. He is a man of action, not words, and he likes to be in a position where he can focus and execute a task. Furthermore, giving is an act of service that aligns with the side of his personality that strives to protect others.
P - Pace:
Strong and rough, especially at the beginning. His physical strength is almost supernatural, and his ability to ignore physical pain allows him to go at a pace that would be exhausting for most. However, as the relationship progresses, the pace would soften out of respect for you.
Q - Quickie:
Ideal and frequent. Quickies are efficient and risky, which fits perfectly with life in the apocalypse. It is a way to relieve tension quickly without the pressure of a prolonged romantic encounter.
R - Risk:
Moderately willing to experiment. He would agree to try new things if you ask him, as long as it doesn't break his code of honor or make him seem vulnerable. He is not one to shy away from a challenge or a physical risk.
S - Stamina:
Very high. Given his strength and tolerance for pain, he has the stamina to endure several rounds, even with serious injuries. He is a man who keeps fighting when others pass out.
T - Toys:
He doesn't have any, but he would use what's available. He is practical and frugal, he wouldn't buy toys. If something were available and you asked him to, he would use it, as long as it was practical (for example, something to tie/restrain).
U - Unfair:
He is not a natural provocateur. Provocation would require playing with emotions, and he tries to stay away from that. However, his intense gaze is, in itself, a form of provocation. He might watch you in silence, without touching you, until your desperation for his attention forces you to approach him.
V - Volume:
Silent or with low growls. He is not someone who raises his voice, as he is accustomed to being stealthy and keeping his guard up. His sounds would be contained growls of pleasure, very low, unless he is at the height of intensity.
W - Wild Card:
The steel apartment door closed with a dull thud, muffling the distant screams. The cold sweat of adrenaline still glistened on your forehead.
Sang-wook let go of the door only to grab your hip, his fingers digging into the fabric with possessive strength.
"Are you okay?" you gasped, your voice trembling from the tension and danger you had just eluded.
His dark, bright eyes locked onto yours. There was no negotiation, only desire.
"I need you now" he dictated, his voice a deep murmur that sounded more dangerous than any monster.
He effortlessly lifted you, your legs wrapping around his waist, and carried you to that old, dusty sofa. The kisses were not gentle; they were demanding, as if he was trying to extract the fear from your mouth and replace it with a cruder taste. He ripped off your clothes with hands that did not know how to be delicate, but were precise.
When he entered you, there was no preamble. It was a brutal, direct thrust that made you gasp against his neck, feeling the hardness of his scar against your skin.
"Look at me, T/N" he ordered, his eyes fixed, searching for proof that you were there, alive and with him.
The shock of your bodies was the only sound in that deserted floor, loud, rhythmic, a war drum against the apocalypse. It wasnt romantic, it was survival made sex, a crude affirmation of life in the face of death.
You clung to his neck, whispering his name like a prayer, and he growled, that low, contained sound, knowing that, at that moment, he was the only one you truly needed.
X - X Ray:
Large and visibly firm. His slender physique contrasts with his strength. His penis would be prominent and the kind of member that looks veiny when excited, reflecting his musculature and the raw nature of his personality.
Y - Yearning:
High, but repressed. His sexual desire exists, but is constantly contained by his priorities for survival. When he finally gives in to his desire, it is an intense release of all the pressure and pain he has been carrying.
Z - ZZZ:
Very slow to fall asleep. Sang-wook sleeps little in general. After sex, he would probably stay awake for a while, looking at you or just at the ceiling, contemplative, enjoying the silence and the temporary safety of having someone by his side.
