sanjista replied to your post:On the one plus side of the day aside from seeing...
guh im sorry you have to deal with so much crap what is your illness if i can ask is it anything serious? worried about u
I've got diagnosis for a lot of mental things, but they're a lot less severe. For a while, I was hoping that the gallbladder was the secret cause of all this, but then I realized it's lasted for years..
I don't have a diagnosis yet. I'm fairly certain it's P.O.T.S (Postural Orthostatic Tachychardia Syndrome), because I fit the description to a tee. Bad Doctor stated offhandedly once that I had Postural Orthostatic Intolerance, but then changed his mind and said that it was all because of deconditioning and me being too lazy to lose weight, essentially. Despite it being a thing that I'm realizing has gone on even when I was much more active and a lot smaller.
My blood pressure, mysteriously, is fan-fucking-tastic at all times. Even when my pulse is going ape shit.