#sanromatic

[riveliciousx]

Hey you. I think you're talented, funny, (and gross 💩❤💦) the most generous, loving and beautiful soul. I'll be forever grateful to be your friend, you are ray of sunshine 💕💕💕 I love you, please know you're an inspiration for always finding happiness in life. Keep shining babe, you got this. I'm super proud of you and excited for what's coming in life for us 😘😘💜💜✨✨

Thank you so much! I’m sorry I took so long to reply, but you know what a filthy tag whore I am. *winkwinknudgenudge* Your words always uplift me and console me, you’ve been by my side and seen my ugliest sides, so I’m more than grateful that you’ve been patient, kind and understanding with my weak, complicated ass. I’m learning and trying to be better every day. You’re the best, and I’ve learned so much from you, you have no idea. Here’s to more adventures to come and more stuff we can laugh about *drink emoji* 

[riveliciousx]

Reminder I love Finn Balor  (◡‿◡✿) ✧･ﾟ: *

[riveliciousx]

It’s been a week since I’m on new medication and, while it hasn’t been a magic cure all, I feel very calm and centered. The insomnia is still there, sometimes the anxiety takes over too and sometimes I’m too lethargic and static-y, but I feel good for the first time in sooo long. 💕 Reaching out for help has been a major struggle in the last year, and actually dedicating myself the time, care and love I deserve has been nearly impossible. I’m not anywhere close to where I want to be and I’m far from being who I want to be, yet I’m a few baby steps closer. 😄💕 Sorry for oozing nasty posi vibes in public 😅 

[riveliciousx]

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I LOVE YOU SO MUCHHHH, YOU HAVE NO IDEA!!! On a scale to I’m gay to I’m gay (but with glitter) you make me gay with glitter and neon signs ;D You rock my socks and my whole closet, sweetums

[riveliciousx]

Doncha wish you had a friend like me? No, you don’t but lemme dream

[riveliciousx]

While I can't remember exactly my whole dream, I do remember dreaming being in bed, trying to sleep. I tossed around and around, but I just couldn't fall asleep; and perhaps I couldn't do it because there was this tall dark shadow in the far end of my place, waiting, watching me. Every time I closed my eyes it shrieked and ran towards the bed prancing on me to bite and scratch me.

Since I couldn't get any rest, I went out to my grandma's and there my aunts convinced me to go out. Although they didn't seem to be too into going out, let alone at night with me, they covered me in jewellery. The cherry on top was this huge, HUGE, gold and opal rosary they had custom made for me, which was so big it made all the way to the floor and it also made me bend forward because it was so heavy.

They raved about it protecting me, how nothing bad will happen with it on, except the dark shadow didn't fancy it much, I guess? Because as soon as I got home it attacked me and ate me alive.

[riveliciousx]

Hey baby, it’s already a year from this. We’ve lived so many things this year together, and for you especially has been a very hard year after losing your dad and taking care of everyone at home but you’re so strong and courageous and you do so much for everyone without asking for anything back. I love you. I loved you then and I love you now and I’m so proud of you. You’re the most amazing person, you’re beautiful and precious and I’m vet thankful for you and your love. [[Thank you so much, you're the best. I know this year has been rough for you too, with everything changing and how difficulties seem to never end. But I wanna believe things will improve for both of us --even if eventually...-- and know that regardless of anything, you can count on me *Andre 3000 voice* forever ever. Without your suppport making it so far would have been more of a nightmare, for that and your patience, I'm forever grateful. And btw, why, why a pic of me without make up. The ugliness of my soul is showing with that unwashed hair and greasy ass tomato skin...♡]]

[riveliciousx]

sanromatic replied to your post: hola qué hace ��

Me imagino, pues a leer y a dormir, si quieres. Al cabo ya llegó mi bff televisión ��

SOY SANDY Y YA TENGO TELEVISIÓN, MIMIMIMIMI