Once we understand that we ultimately are source, we can have anything, we can have it all. Everything you've wanted is already manifested... it's your goal to be it, desire it, and so it is. #feat #poet @skyy.sasha #sashasky #poetry #blendthefemme

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Once we understand that we ultimately are source, we can have anything, we can have it all. Everything you've wanted is already manifested... it's your goal to be it, desire it, and so it is. #feat #poet @skyy.sasha #sashasky #poetry #blendthefemme
Healing, cleansing, energy from Irma as she dissolves back to Mother Earth with ease. May your water keep us calm with love. #blendthefemme #hurricaneirma #afterirma #feat #poet #sashasky @skyy.sasha
Whoops, now I have two of these to do.
I got tagged in TWO of these question things, so I guess I should finally get around to answering them~
Rules:
1.Post the rules.
2. Answer all the questions the tagger’s asked and then make another 11 new ones.
3. Tag 11 peeps.
4. Tell them you’ve tagged them (don’t be a jerk.)
QUESTIONS (part one):
1. What’s your favorite season (like weather, not tv shows)?
Fall!
2. Favorite holiday?
Halloween or Christmas.
3. Do you prefer cats or dogs?
Cats!
4. Do you prefer fandoms or bandoms?
Bandoms.
5. Are you in school?
Yes.
6. Do you like your hometown?
Not really.
7. If you were able to get a message across to a large group of people, what would your question be?
Why can't we all just be open minded and get along? Also, why does everyone take everything to be so offensive? If there were more open minds, maybe there would be less offending going on.
8. If you could visit the past, would you change anything? If so, what>
Yes; the fact that I was very stubborn in a past, yet recent event, and it ended up hurting me more in the long run.
9. Who is the most influential on your life decisions?
Myself.
10. Who is your biggest inspiration?
Hmm, I don't really think I have a personal who I find inspirational. I mean, I just get inspired by things at the most random times, but there's really no consistency to how that happens.
11. If you could talk to someone that has died, who would it be?
I actually don't know.
(Part two!)
1. What is your biggest regret?
I really try not to regret anything, but as I stated earlier, I was in a really shitty situation this year, and I really regret letting it drag on for as long as I let it.
2. What/who keeps you up at night?
Stress about my future, (sometimes) my grades, and sometimes the fact that I can't help but think about that situation.
3. What is the most important thing that anyone has taught you about yourself?
That maybe I actually do deserve better.
4. What is it like being you?
Boring, and sometimes sad. But sometimes I get people make out with me, so that's pretty cool.
5. If you had to choose one thing in the world to have a unlimited supply of what would you choose?
Money; something of which I don't really have a lot of now, but I feel like if I had an unlimited supply, it would really make things a lot better. People say money can't buy happiness, but when you no longer have to stress about how you are going to pay for things when you go out on your own (on minimum wage), not having to worry about paying for college, or a car, or braces, or any other thing that I should have already had by now, AND being able to buy all the luxuries you could never really afford, I feel like I definitely would be a lot happier. Or at least SIGNIFICANTLY less stressed out about my future, or even how things are now, considering where I live is the only place we can afford, and it also happens to be a complete shit hole. But, I mean, at least I have a roof over my head (but just barely, considering my fucking ceiling fell in.)
6. What is the worst nightmare you’ve ever had?
I don't really remember having nightmares, and the ones that I have had, I dont really remember.
7. What’s your guilty pleasure?
I'm not really sure I feel guilty for having a pleasure, therefore, I don't have a guilty pleasure.
8. What makes you feel like the hottest shit?
When people tell me that they wish they were as confident as I am (even though most of the time, I am just pretending).
9. What is your comfort food?
Everything edible. Like, I don't even really think I have a "comfort food" because comfort foods are things that you eat specifically when you need comfort; you can't really have a comfort food if you eat all the time.
10. Who/what makes you feel like you’re home?
Concerts, and theatre (for the most part; sometimes it makes me feel like I'm not good enough, but that doesn't happen too often.)
11. What/who do you care about the most?
My best friends and definitely my cat.
My questions:
What is your all time favorite song?
Do you have a specific memory associated with that song?
Met any celebrities?
If yes, what is your favorite "celeb-meeting" story?
Favorite lyric?
Who was your favorite teacher that you ever had, and why?
Have any weird habits?
What is your favorite photo you have ever taken?
Favorite photo that has been taken of you?
Are there any memories that go along with those photos?
I TAG:
sashasky
caturdaayyy
cadencelynn
mais-diu
audreycoffee
theoliviavaldez (even though i think you changed your URL; that's the most recent one I remember.)
and i'm too lazy to tag anymore so yeah.
smoked alotta weed with sasha, cleaned my house, now i'm painting.
i want someone to talk to though
SORRY FOR THE GAY PORN.
I'm glad that it's finally October and that the weather is a lot nicer because that means more outside photoshoots with Sasha. With that being said, in a couple of weeks (probably the weekend before Halloween), Sasha and I are going to have a Batman villain themed photoshoot. I have the Harley Quinn costume already, except for the hat a frilly things, and she's making her Poison Ivy costume. Then, we're gonna go trick-or-treating together, so yay~ Then after Halloween, we are going to buy the super cheap/clearance wigs and makeup for a Roy Lichtenstein inspired photoshoot.
I am actually quite excited for that.
1-100 ;D
IT ONLY GOES TO 82.
1: The last person you kissed screams they love you, you say...?
Even though it has taken some time, I am not in love with you anymore. I'm sorry.
2: Did you sleep in today?
Yeah, I didn't wake up until 5:45pm. I honestly have no clue how that happened, but it did, so~
3: You never know what you got until you lose it?
I guess you can say that, yes.
4: Do you have any siblings?
Nope.
5: How many kids do you want?
Probably two.
6: Who was the last person you held hands with?
Liam, lol~
7: Did you stand on your tippy toes for your last kiss?
No, because he was only a little bit taller than me. LOL
8: Do you think if you died, the last person you kissed would care?
I would like to think so, but he seems to not like me very much anymore, so I honestly don't know.
9: Last person you talked to on the phone?
My grandma.
10: Did anyone watch you the last time you kissed someone?
Oh lord, I hope not. o.o
11: When's your birthday?
May 30th.
12: Remember the first time you kissed the last person you kissed?
Yes. He was the only person I've kissed.
13: What kind of phone do you have?
An android.
14: Are you wearing jeans, shorts, sweatpants, or pajama pants?
Sweatpants.
15: Are you a different person now, than you were five years ago?
Yes.
16: What were you doing at 4 AM?
Sleeping.
17: Would you rather write a paper, or give a speech?
Hmm, I really don't like the thought of doing either. It really depends on what the topics are. Writing a paper is easy to bs, or if you know a lot on that topic, it is very easy. Giving a speech can also be considered easy, as long as you know what you're talking about.
18: Are you lying to yourself about something?
I honestly don't know, at this point.
19: Last night you felt...?
Somewhat happy.
20: What is something you cannot wait for?
I kind of can't wait for Homecoming, because of the late nights I get to have with friends. On a different sense, I can't wait for things to get better.
21: Ever told your parents you were going somewhere, but went somewhere different?
Yes.
22: How many hours of sleep did you get last night?
16. How that happened, I have no clue.
23: Are you a morning or a night person?
Night.
24: Where did you get your last bruise from?
Fuck, I don't know where half of my bruises come from.
25: Do you reply to all of your texts?
Not all of them.
26: Your phone is ringing. It’s the person you fell hardest for. What do you do?
Answer it, to see what he wants. There has to be a reason he's calling.
27: Did your last kiss take place in/on a bed?
Yes.
28: Is there anyone you would like to set things straight with?
Yes.
29: How many months until your birthday?
Eight.
30: Favorite thing to eat with peanut butter?
Bread~
31: Did you like this past summer?
The beginning of it, yeah. The rest of it (from the beginning of August, onward) sucked absolute balls.
32: What were you doing before you got on the computer?
Crying. lmfao.
33: Your ex is sitting next to you, with their new partner. What do you do?
Probably walk off.
34: What was the last thing you said out loud?
"Fuck."
35: You mood summed into one word?
Done.
36: Are you doing anything else besides taking this survey?
No.
37: What are your initials?
BGB
38: Are you a happy person?
No.
39: Do you still talk to the person you liked 4 months ago?
No.
40: Where do you want to live when you are older?
New York, or Florida.
41: Have you had your birthday this year?
Yes.
42: What did you do yesterday?
Went and saw North's children's show, then went to Candlelight.
43: What will you be doing tomorrow?
Nothing.
44: How late did you stay up last night?
Until around 2am.
45: Is there anyone you would do anything for?
Just about.
46: Is it hard to make you laugh?
Not really.
47: Do you believe exes can just be friends?
Yes, until they say you did something wrong, and won't elaborate.-___________________________________-
48: Do you think any of your exes will eventually want to be with you again?
Maybe, but I don't want him back.
49: How many people have you had feelings for in the year of 2012?
One.
50: Do you wish your ex was dead?
No, seeing as that is a bit drastic. I just wish he wasn't such a hypocrite.
51: Have you ever dyed your hair?
Obviously.
Some freshman the other day asked me if this bright red was my natural hair color. LOL
52: Would you take back someone that has cheated?
No.
53: Was New Year's Eve enjoyable?
Yes.
54: Bet you're missing someone right now?
No, not necessarily.
55: How would your parents react if you got a tattoo?
They'd probably encourage it.
56: Sleep on your back or your stomach?
Stomach, but most of the time, curled up in a ball.
57: If you could move away, no questions asked, where would it be?
Florida, most likely.
58: What would you change about your life right now?
The fact that we are broke, the fact that we live in a shitty place, the fact that I am constantly upset; I would change a lot.
59: Has anything upset you in the past week?
Fuck yes.
60: Are you on the phone?
No.
61: Today, would you rather go forward a week, or back?
Probably back. Show week wasn't too terrible, and no telling how next week is gonna go.
62: Would you take $40,000 or a brand new car?
$40,000.
63: Have you ever talked to someone when they were high?
Yes, but I was most likely high, too.
64: Have you ever cried while you were on the phone with someone?
Yes.
65: Have you ever copied someone elses homework?
Yes.
66: Are you the type of person who likes to be out, or at home?
It really depends, but most of the time, I don't like being home, so out.
67: Do you automatically check your phone when you wake up?
Yes, to see the time?
68: Have you ever stayed up all night on the phone?
Not that I can recall.
69: Could you use some sleep right now?
Yes. I never seem to get enough.
70: Are you going to have a baby by the time you are 18?
God, I hope not.
71: Does it bother you when someone hides things from you?
Yes.
72: What's your favorite color?
Red.
73: Have you ever slept in the same room as someone you liked?
Yes. I have slept in the same bed, and on their couch with them, too.
74: Have you ever looked for something that was already in your hand?
Constantly.
75: Do you get annoyed easily?
Yes.
76: If someone liked you, would you want them to tell you?
YES.
77: Do you have someone of the opposite sex that you can tell everything to?
Yes.
78: Does anyone call you babe?
They used to.
79: How many people of the opposite sex do you fully trust?
Probably two; maaaaaybe three.
80: What do you prefer: a relationship, or a one night stand?
A relationship.
81: What color hoodie did you wear last?
The one I'm wearing now is is like a yellow-ish beige, and red. It's a Fall Out Boy hoodie.
82: Is there someone who meant a lot to you at one point, who isn't around anymore?
Yes, definitely.
Doing a photoshoot. Pictures laterrr~