#sashok.txt

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you're only ever gonna be what other people think of you!

[catharticresolve]

its kind of weird having the ghost of your old host hanging around who can just randomly pop up whenever you mention them and get really weepy about stuff. like bro you're kind of supposed to stay dead when people kill you, you know that, right. then again they kin like 2 characters that are just straight up ghosts and some other guy that's just dead (she says as if this guy is not her canonical uncle) so maybe this makes a lot more sense. post canceled i figured it out. it doesn't make it any less weird though

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y know its kind of interesting who in here instinctively goes to say "we" and who goes to say "i". we're all kind of collectively self-centered as a whole (like THAT'S anything new lmao) but it does suprise me who says what when referring to us as a whole. like i've been saying "we" but thats cause im actively talking about the whole group, most of the time i say "i". but most people use "we". and maybe it has something to do with proximity to the host or whoever's fronting but it does feel like anybody like me who isn't actually all that separated from them does say "we" a lot less instinctively. vris used to never use "we" at all actually but then her core got doppelganger'd (rip naomii i never liked you much anyway LOL (/joke endorsed by her don't worry)) so now she does a lot. but it feels like most people use "i" now. dunno what that's about but i guess i can't talk because i also do (though i do keep slipping up and saying we in front of other people -_-")

[catharticresolve]

grits teeth i love being afam and living with my parents i love being afam and living with my parents i love being afam and living with my parents i love being afam and living with my parents i love-

[catharticresolve]

if i am ever assigned to another 8 1/2 hour sunday closing shift i am going to kill myself.