#sassygurl

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So we got Sassy’s ashes and paw print back from the vet. Since her death it’s been so strange coming home without her instantly in your face and screaming. There is a definite loss in the air, but today it that...hole kinda closed up. She’s with us, one way or another and I’m fine with that. I’ve coped and grieved, and am a lot better now. Caesars been so...lovey with everyone lately. Normally I can get a cuddle or two from him in 1 day, but he’s been all over everyone. It’s nice, I really do think he understands somethings amiss and we’re all a little sad. 

[astralrubygem]

Okay, I lied, gonna start writing now. So apparently Sassy had heart murmur and kidney failure. We have officially put her to rest. 

I got home and almost immediately started crying, and I think my cat Caesar understood I was upset. He came over and sat with me for a good 10 minutes. I have a feeling he understands somethings amiss, because of his behavior. He’s not a very loving cat, affection is a bit rare for him. Him sitting in my lap and snuggling was strange for him, but it helped me so much. I feel better. I know she’s not suffering anymore and that’s for the best. She really wasn’t doing well. I don’t necessarily believe in heaven, but I do believe we all go somewhere. Hopefully, if there is a...somewhere, she’s happy. 

More to come. 

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