#satmh

[jungkoode]

I just realized Tumblr has a length limit.

SATMH 3 is 23k words long pre-editing.

Which means I’ll have to split it into two. 🫩

[jungkoode]

spiderkook 2 coming this saturday. just in case i can’t push fmu 10 out, at least ill leave you some jungkook while i’m traveling!

[jungkoode]

satmh!y/n in part 2: You shouldn't want this. Shouldn't want him. He's your hoobae, for fuck's sake—this eager, crying freshman who looks at you like you hung the moon. But the way he trembles under your touch, the way he gives himself over so completely... it makes you want to wreck him. To take him apart piece by piece until he's sobbing for an entirely different reason.

satmh!jk in part2: Jungkook's brain is absolutely short-circuiting. Like, full system failure, blue screen of death, please-restart-your-computer levels of malfunction. Because this? This can't be real. This has to be some kind of fever dream or maybe he hit his head on the way over here because there's no way—absolutely no fucking way—that you just kissed him.

LIKE TELL ME THE DIFFERENCE IN THEIR NARRATIVE VOICES ISNT FUNNY AS FUCK I AM HOWLING GGGGGGG

[jungkoode]

"Please," he chokes out between hiccups, his filter completely gone. "Can I—hic—down your throat? Please, noona, I've wanted—hic—for so long—"

i think that just triggered my heat (i don’t have one. still did)

[jungkoode]

satmh 2 (spiderkook 2) is so funny bc she’s having this internal breakdown and inner conflict dealing with guilt and then we move onto jungkook’s POV and he’s just like omg is this happening is she really kissing me did i not scare her off with my patheticness LMAOAOOALSLOSO 😭😭😭😭😭

[jungkoode]

spiderkook 2 at 7.5k words…… we got a BJ hihi 😋 idk whether i should post or make it longer? but that means more wait… but maybe if part 2 is as successful as part 1 i can make part 3? hmmmm

[jungkoode]

i went emotional hurt / comfort route but i think it’s delicious