advice/insight to a capricorn moon that just went through the pluto-saturn conjunction in my capricorn moon in my 5th? Also most of my issues have had to do with friendships/how I feel socially, why would that be? And how long does it take for me to stop feeling the effects of this transit? Should I just blame myself and not the transit?
Your issues can be connected to your current transit. The transit of this conjunction will last till the early beginning of 2021 I guess, this transition will move rather slow, so I’d advice to always look that up. Capricorn moon is all about the way they are perceived and control those emotions, how they come across emotionally; in the 5th house areas of rich feelings, drama, some sort of explosiveness, creativity and the hearts wish and desires. There is a need to prove the self, the ego is vulnerable here. Where is your heart calling you? Which direction to take? Do you make yourself to dependents in the way you are perceived? There is an opportunity to make big what your are good at, grab this opportunity, make it big, show it to the public.
As for “blaming” the self, I do in fact believe that heavy transits have an influence, but sometimes it’s just trigger points that needed to happen to move the self forward. Eventually, it’s always been in you and had to be resolved.