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Tbh seeing beautiful women like SuperMaryFace or SaucyCosplays doesn't make me insecure, it just inspires me to take better care of myself so I feel as good as they look. It's motivational and I always feel much better about things if I look nice/feel healthy and I'm so much more productive. So thanks, Mary and Jess!
People I would let punch me in the face
Mark Fischbach Jhonen Vasquez Zoetica Ebb Jess of SaucyCosplays Jenny Goldberg Helena Bonham Carter Grace Neutral Dante of Hittower Kade of Cloudstreamer Jasmine Monterosso
Signe Hansen
Not feeling too great...
Of course I’d fall ill while away on holiday... -_-’
I think I caught a cold just before I went out to Lanzarote... My throat is killing me, so I’m going to go to bed and watch some AnimeSMR to try and get off to sleep...
You're a Weeboo 😂😂 (however you spell it) I love the whisper challenges 👌🏻👍🏻
This just reminded me of Thelonelyginger.
I’ve listened to all their Christmas songs and I need help.
Day 186 of my #DoItForMark promise
Well... it happened. I had a mini-meltdown because I couldn't get my words out properly and constantly tripped over my words, but luckily the lecturer understood and tried her best to calm me down... I was hoping it wouldn't happen, but it did. I couldn't stim that much today as it was a full day at college. I did spend a few minutes at home flapping my hands and pacing, before printing off extra work... With great difficulty. When I got home, I spent a few hours to myself, flapping, pacing, humming and singing whilst playing my over-modded clusterfuck of a game called Sims 3. I did watch Jess's new AnimeSMR videos soon as I got back from college, as I was still on edge after what happened... but I'm calm now. I find it easy to stim to her videos as they're calming... and that makes me sound weird doesn't it? :/ I did hit myself today... During the little episode at college. I am not pleased about that, but it's part of my life sometimes. I hate it, of course I do, but I can't get rid of it. I am calm now, what has happened has happened, and I don't want to think about what happened. I feel like I failed. It's a long hard road, but I will keep fighting. My best friend is coming over tomorrow. Haven't seen her in a while. Bring it on! :3 #DoItForMark
Day 178 of my #DoItForMark promise
Today was full of procrastination and coursework again... in that specific order. I seriously need to get into a better mindset... and that means coursework and then get videos as a 'treat'. Let's see how long that mindset will last. XD I was stimming all day today! All the flapping, pacing, spinning, humming and singing was done today. I'm guessing it's because I didn't stim much yesterday, that's why I was stimming soooo much today. I was watching Markiplier's videos, JackSepticEye's videos, SaucyCosplays's newest video and a collection of Matthias's videos today as well as spending hours on The Sims 3 (this was during my procrastination period... I did get work done though!). I didn't hit myself today, but I somehow got a papercut. Now the thing is that I'm not currently working with paper. How does one get papercuts when they're not working with paper or around paper in general? I don't know. It's me, and I'm the biggest clumsy klutz in the world apparently. Either that or I'm just very, very, VERY unlucky. So yeah, today has treated me better than yesterday did, with today's paperclip incident pushed aside... I hope tomorrow isn't as stressful as last week. Yes! I'm at college again tomorrow! Bring on the stress, tears, and the permission to rage quit! :') #DoItForMark
Day 173 of my #DoItForMark promise
I was feeling a bit better today, but I was feeling alone as no one was home, and my friends are at school, college, uni or work. At least I was in a better frame of mind today.
I was able to stim quite a lot today. It was mostly flapping, rocking, humming and singing to myself, along with the occasional pacing of the living room… people who walk past our window must wonder what the hell I’m doing sometimes… but as long as it keeps me happy and free of meltdown behaviour, then it makes my parents and sister happy as they hate it when um in one of ‘those’ moods. If you hate it, how do you think I feel?! I’m the one going through the episode. I don’t want to hurt myself or others (physically or mentally), so I stim to stop that from happening.
I didn’t hit myself today, as I was in a better mood than I was yesterday. I spent the day curled up on the couch watching Jess’s Sweater Weather Tag video and all I could think was “do you want to swap? I’m fed up of constant sweater weather where I’m from!” But in all seriousness, I don't like wearing sweaters... it causes sensory hell which can cause Self-injurious behaviour. I was also watching a selection of Mark’s and Jack’s videos. Those guys know how to make me laugh on a good day and they can at least make me smile on a bad day. So thank you guys. :3
So yeah, today was a much better day in comparison to yesterday. I just hope everything doesn’t go wrong tomorrow… We shall see. I get to see Peachy Peach tomorrow! Bring it on! :3 #DoItForMark
