#savagesage

[geelife]

First proper full day off in such a long time and got to spend it with family members I don't always get to see for more than an hour at a time! Lovely night last night and day today chilling with this Cherub🌸 ...You would never ever believe that she is deaf, defying all the odds, such a clever and funny little menace ✖️and you can tell she has a black heart just like me 🖤 #SavageSage

[iamonlystardust]

savagesage replied to your post:

-hugs- Be strong honey. everyone makes mistakes. We learn from them and become better for it. Be the better person, say you are sorry, the other person can take it for what it is, and you move on from it. you are the better person for it.

savagesage replied to your post: wanna know what’s cool? h...

-hugs tightly- Its going to be ok honey. Leave the outside world at the door and focus your mind on work, let it be your distraction at the moment. <3

thanks, dad. the fact he was guilt tripping me didn't help at all. and he went from being a jerk, to being sorry, to being a jerk again... 

and I was doing a good job at keeping myself distracted at work, thanks to my coworkers... until the dude came in. I saw him when he was looking away from my direction and I immediately started freaking out. I'm just glad I had to get ice. it was creepy though, how he came and left without getting his drink...

[iamonlystardust]

savagesage replied to your post: savagesage replied to you...

As long as you are ok sweetie. Just don’t like my baby girls being man handled when and by whom they do not want to be. Rouses the bear in me a bit much. -hugs gently- <3

I'll be okay. I'm still kinda freaking out about it. I say I'm overthinking, but Milan and Brian (my brother; best friend) are all like, "nah, your thoughts are valid" and such. *hugs tight*

[iamonlystardust]

savagesage replied to your post: lied to a friend so I wou...

I have the sudden overwhelming urge to break some fool drunk’s hands >:(

*hugs tightly* he's a sweetheart and all, and he took care of me when I was really drunk at his house once, but.. bluh. I wasn't okay with him hugging me for so long, y'know? I haven't known him that long. I didn't wanna be touched. I was dead tired. and I wasn't okay with him holding on to me that long because.. well, I know that he likes me. and him, liking me, and being borderline piss drunk? that screams a bad time. I'm just glad that the random guy that showed up in our group said something.. *sigh*

[iamonlystardust]

savagesage replied to your post: all of my friends are getting married and starting...

Stay a “kid" for a while longer sweetie. Trust me, enjoy your freedom while you can. <3

I'm hoping that I'll be able to do that, even when I move out... if I'm able to do so next year.

[iamonlystardust]

thestrangerofwesteros replied to your post: my aunt just spoke to me for the first time in...

protip: it’s best to slash a whole lot of peoples’ tires so it looks like someone went on a slash spree rather than a targeted attack. and have an alibi. also kitchen knives work sufficiently. And slashed tires are actually really loud, so be careful

savagesage replied to your post: my aunt just spoke to me for the first time in...

Be strong my angel. You are better than her. Rise above it all and show her how a real woman, a real human acts. <3

@Ashley: thank you haha.

@Dad: I'll try my hardest not to do something of that nature. it's gonna be hard though.

[iamonlystardust]

savagesage replied to your post: the coolkid is stuck in a place that gives her a sickness that has no cure

You always have another option honey. You can move to the heartland. Omaha has great colleges here. You get line up a job, get an apt or crash here until you get on your feet. I will always help where and when I can. Start fresh, but with backup. <3

thank you so much, dad. I've got a lot of thinking to do...

[iamonlystardust]

savagesage replied to your post: thirty day self-esteem challenge: day thirty.

-hugs gently- I am glad you are finally at a happy place with yourself my angel. You are strong, intelligent, beautiful and determined. Far more than you give yourself credit for. And I am so very proud to call you my daughter. <3 <3 <3

thank you SO much, dad. *hugs tightly* <3