Guys my friends are the freaking greatest.
Seriously today I was having the worst day and hating myself for being so effing stupid all the time and first, Joe listened to me and talked to me about finding something worth living for and how I helped him last year and stuff and idk it was an incredible experience because we were just so tight without a whole lot of pretense and it was awesome. Then Taylor listened to me and loved me and reminded me that I don't have to be perfect and that it's okay to mess up because I'm still wonderful. Then Abigail told me inspirational words from God that I needed to hear and I love her so much because she's open enough that Heavenly Father can speak through her. AND THEN Craig was talking to me, and he said he would never want to be without me and I asked him if he would feel that way if I did all the things I've been wanting to do and he said he would. He said several other things but that just meant so much to me and I feel like crying right now because ajdksl;fjdks;la my friends are perfect and I just can't believe how wonderful they are.